Home > Stories & Biographies > Jehovah's Witness becomes Porn Star

Jehovah's Witness becomes Porn Star

October 13th, 2000 Leave a comment Go to comments

By Rado Vleugel

Kim HollandAfter ceasing their association with Jehovah’s Witnesses people take different roads. Some of them ’see Jesus’ and become born again Christians. Others ’see the irrationality and hypocrisy of faith and religion’ and become convinced atheists. A great number becomes ex-Witnesses because they ‘walk after the flesh’ and find it difficult to obey the high moral standards as preached by the Watchtower Society. In spite of this it is highly exceptional that these fleshly desires will transform a Jehovah’s Witness into a porn star. One of these exceptions is Kim Holland from the Netherlands.

She was interviewed by the biggest Dutch newspaper “De Telegraaf, 12-09-2000″. The headline on the front page was: “From JEHOVAH ['s Witness] to SEX BOMB”. I will quote some parts of the newspaper’s interview with the ‘Dutch Queen of Porn’ sparing you the raunchiest details.

Kim Holland speaks about her ‘pre-pornographic’ time:

“I was very decent. I was even a Jehovah’s Witness who went from door to door with magazines and tried to convince people they had to convert in order to live after Armageddon.”

On the question of how she became a Jehovah’s Witness she answers:

“My mother died when I was ten years old. My grandmother was a Jehovah’s Witness and told me that I could see my mother again if I would believe too. Of course I did this. I was a bloody fanatic and married as a virgin when I was eighteen years old. At the meetings I learned that men outside the faith desired just one thing. I wasn’t occupied with sex and never had an orgasm.”

This changed when she met Ruud. Ruud about their encounter:

“I met her at the industrial insurance board where I was an inspector at that time. Kim started to work there as a receptionist. Maybe it is a cliché, but it was love at first sight. I wanted to be careful with her -first some cuddling- because she wasn’t accustomed to anything yet. The religious poison had to go out of her”

Kim continues:

“I had my first orgasm with Ruud. I was 23. Such a thing creates a terrific bond.”

The genius was out of the bottle and Kim acquired a taste for it. She became volunteer by the NVSH (Dutch Association for Sexual Reform). There she learned to be more open-minded about sex. She saw her first porn movie with Ruud and told him she could do it much better.

“I went to the greengrocer and selected all kinds of nice toys. Next I placed a video camera on top of a tripod and made my first movie. I found it stimulating to sell it to strangers and placed an add in the newspaper: Blonde girl sells her own video’. I received hundreds of reactions.”

Ruud became her manager and didn’t have difficulties with the fact that Kim had sex with other men in front of the camera. Now she is working on her own TV program and as if this is not enough she is also planning to open her own sex club!

Although, according to research among 20,000 readers of Psychology Today, 92 percent of the male respondents and 72 percent of the females reported that they had used erotic or pornographic material for arousal, it is exceptional for (ex-) Jehovah’s Witnesses and other people to become porn stars.

Maybe the Watchtower Society will use this example in a exaggerated way to illustrate what can happen with people who are ’sowing with a view to the flesh’ and don’t listen to the admonitions of the Organisation.

Reality shows that most ex-Witnesses have an ordinary job and a normal sex life. Kim Holland is just an exception out of a collection of curiosities.

Categories: Stories & Biographies
  1. Dissily Mordentroge
    October 31st, 2014 at 08:23 | #1

    If you were permitted I’d suggest a careful reading of John Shelby Spong’s ‘The Sins of Scripture’ but seeing as you’re not permitted I have no way of showing you your theology is mistaken.

  2. anynomous
    May 4th, 2011 at 13:43 | #2

    dragqueen are killing jehovahs spirit they are making them feel like nym phos take all urban dragqueen to europe and kill them just like jerry springer kill dragqueens 2 sameul 2:6 do people really need to listen to jehovah yes cause the spirit world is real a demon will alway think it is more power full than a living breathing human being see some dragqueen will say jehovah is sexy but that to try to kill them now they say they like how bootys shake yeshua need too kill jerusalem will be proud in heaven and also god’s warrior they call women fake they say women are hit to try to kill them they proud ly say they are gay in public their are somany people coming out the closet and being proud to be gay that its a obsession for them to publicly come out the closet what is their future going to be like even elemntary and junior high school student are coming out the closet and having sex it the bath room and everywhere they can this is a battle. llok in to staying true to jehovah and notholding back but not striking the blow that will kill to never get information

  3. anna
    September 4th, 2010 at 11:38 | #3

    @otto marconi
    otto u must have read what i wrote regarding ur comment…….i did not mean to insult u ………and i dont blame u for saying all that u have said but for more questions please contact me i will be glad to help u , answer ur questions and clear all ur misunderstandings about jehovahs witnesses

  4. anna
    September 4th, 2010 at 11:36 | #4

    @otto marconi

    for more reasons and answers otto can contact me at rock__rulezz@hotmail.com
    u will find an answer to all ur questions and comments about jehovahs witnesses

  5. anna
    September 4th, 2010 at 11:33 | #5

    otto marconi is the one among many people who are right now are abusing god by abusing his people…i dont blame ..its normal…but next time otto when jehovahs witnesses come to your door listen carefully and think that they are noot simply wasting their lives by preaching instead of hanging out and enjoying bt they are doing it for a very important cause and to know that cause please listen to them when they come to your door tired and thirsty always waiting for someone who is ready to hear and to someone they can always offer their help to ……wait and see when u listen to them and when u get to know the cause and when u see wat good changes they have brought in peoples lives u will come here and delete what all u once said about them ………..

  6. anna
    September 4th, 2010 at 11:27 | #6

    how many of u belive in a god ?

  7. bees
    September 1st, 2010 at 21:30 | #7

    quite right comments , i agree with your balanced comments

  8. josh
    July 11th, 2010 at 08:51 | #8

    The jehovah witness organization is nothing more than a cult. @petra

  9. March 1st, 2010 at 08:55 | #9

    @all friends
    experieced the inner peace of mind when serving jehovah faithfully i have come to know that there is joy when you uphold jehova’s starndard. is own benefit no one else can benefit from your own obedient. that is really mentally physically health. what joy could there be in this system of things people are so corrupted in their dealing action the way they speak it reveals the indepence that is in them they show no honer for anyone else eccept for themseves. and their action always bring sorrow and i feel so pitty for the fatherless kids on the street just imegine how the world could be if all the people could uphold jehova’s starndard there could be no fatherless kids rooming the street i hope this kids has come to jehova’s attetion for their future wellbeing so that they can be given a chance to experience the joy of having a familly oneday and knowing the purpose of life above all to give praise to jehova the souce of life.

  10. March 1st, 2010 at 03:48 | #10

    @otto
    ha ha ha ha ha otto how experience mother do you want me to be if im just same age as you are. im so what they call young mother innerexperienced one learning beat by beat. but i get more skills from my mother about how to handle kids but my child is very active that i fill like i dont have enough energy to control him some time i just sit an watch his action. and dont tell me what words should i say to you i can say what ever i want to you scum. and you are an idiot foolish man.
    who doesant have a clue about how to start your own familly you are just about other peoples familly i think the woman you gonner marrie is a harlot if you will not find here a vigin as i was when i got maried a pure vigin and my hub respect me for that.

  11. February 26th, 2010 at 02:25 | #11

    @otto macorini
    hey i was in mauritius for a hollyday now im back home. what nonses are you cooking. it hasent come to your knowledge that if the so called harlot priest of roman cathothilic or thier harlot member of its discusting cherch do something no one cares but if it comes to enocent people of jw who are also imperfect just like all other human being make a mistake cause off imperfaction than the whole world start to vomit out all their rotten word. and im sory for your broken family i new it from the start that you are heart broken. but if they are witneses is good that they will never talk to you cause your mother might be regreting the day that she consived sturborn worm like you even me i will never want to be a mother of a worm like you but sill jehovah loves you just put your pride aside and apologise to your family and to the congregation you will see what is in the store for you.

  12. cookie
    January 29th, 2010 at 10:57 | #12

    Nobody cares when a Catholic, Jew or Baptist becomes a porn star so why does everyone care because this woman who was raised as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses but chose to live of life of immorality and doing porn such big news? Everyone wants their 15 minutes of fame and they will do whatever it takes to get it. Bashing Jehovah’s Witnesses obviously was her way. She brags about her immoral lifestyle. Her husband is nothing more than a pimp who is prostituting his wife. How sad. She says they love each other but this is not love. Once he uses her up, he will discard her like yesterday’s news.

    Most people who leave Jehovah’s Witnesses do so because they no longer want to live their life according to GOD’S STANDARDS. Most people who leave, do so for immoral reasons. With other religions, you can pretty much do whatever you want and still be accepted by their church. With Jehovah’s Witnesses, you have to walk the talk. You cannot claim to be serving God and live an immoral or dishonest life.

    THE BIBLE SAYS AT Galatians 5:19-23 
    Now the works of the flesh are manifest, and they are fornication, uncleanness, loose conduct, 20 idolatry, practice of spiritism, enmities, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, contentions, divisions, sects, 21 envies, drunken bouts, revelries, and things like these. As to these things I am forewarning YOU, the same way as I did forewarn YOU, that those who practice such things will not inherit God’s kingdom.

    This is God’s Word speaking not something Jehovah’s Witness just pulled out of a hat.

    Verse 22-23 On the other hand, the fruitage of the spirit is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, kindness, goodness, faith, 23 mildness, self-control. Against such things there is no law.

    As one of Jehovah’s Witnesses, you have to leave those practices BEHIND you in order to be one of Jehovah’s Witnesses. While it may not be an easy thing to do in this sexually debased, dog eat dog society, it brings more rewards than any quick fix for happiness the world offers.

  13. SALVADOR J. GAMBLE
    July 8th, 2007 at 23:36 | #13

    ANTI-SOCIAL CONSEQUENCES, DUE TO THE FACT THAT THERE IS NO ERASE BUTTON TO ELMINATE MEMORIES EMBEDDED IN THE CONSCIOUS OR SUB-CON-SCIOUS REACHES OF THE BRAIN. IT HAS BEEN STUDIED THAT THE SEVERITY OF THIS CAN REACH THE POINT OF A PERSON DEVELOPING MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES TO FACILLITATE AN “ESCAPE’ OR “HAVEN” AWAY FROM THE PAIN/REALITY OF HIS OR HER EXPERIENCES! OTHERS MAY “DUCK” THE HARSH REALITIES OF A COLD APATHETIC WORLD BY AN ATATCHMENT TO A RELIGION THAT APPEARS TO DEFEND “THEIR” CAUSE, BUT WHEN THAT RELIGION AND/OR IT’S ADHERENTS FAILS IN SOME MEASURE TO SATISFY THEM, THEY RESORT TO CRAZED BEHAVIOR. PROV.29:18/ECCL.8:11 SINCE JEHOVAH HIMSELF CREATED THE SEEING EYE AND HEARING EAR THAT IS WIRED INTO THE HUMAN BRAIN NO DOUBT HE IS THOROUGHLY FAMILIAR WITH THEIR FUNCTION AND THOSE WHO POSSESS THEM.PROV.20:12/PSALMS 11:5

  14. Gordonwright@lawyer.com
    June 3rd, 2007 at 09:29 | #14

    Cool

  15. bhashi
    March 5th, 2007 at 10:13 | #15

    Sex is godly as god meant it for procreation though pleasure is incidental.One neednot deny it.

  16. July 19th, 2006 at 17:57 | #16

    Dear Mehdo,

    Without going into a tangent about other issues, the TRUTH is that the “narrow road” our Lord referred to is the road to Heavenly Glory; to become PART of his Kingdom and co-rulers with him. NOT joining some sort of religious organization.

    To embark upon this road means to become part of the Body of Christ and share in HIS sufferings. This is why it is such a difficult road to follow. It is a road to immortality, as opposed to the “broad road” which most of mankind is following, which eventually leads to death (”destruction”).

    “…and if children, then heirs, heirs of God and fellow heirs WITH CHRIST, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him.” – Romans 8:17 RSV

    This is what TRUTH is about Mehdo.

    John

  17. Tony
    July 19th, 2006 at 00:04 | #17

    Mehdo,

    Tell me what the truth is about…

    • Jesus selecting the WTS as his FDSlave class in 1919
    • Any historical evidence or bible chronology to prove 607 BCE was the year Jerusalem was destroyed
    • Where does the clearly teach that a governing body directs the congregation on earth
    • Please explain how the trumpet blasts at Revelation 8:6 foreshadow the conventions of JW’s in the 1920ties
    • Why was the WTS a NGO member of the UN of which they teach it is Satan’s design

    I very much look forward to your scriptural and factual answers,

    Tony

  18. mehdo
    July 18th, 2006 at 17:30 | #18

    you are correct in order to find the truth you must reseach all religions there is only one true God look up monotheism. I say which ever one is truly in harmony with the bible as whole thats the truth and truth will set you free

  19. mehdo
    July 18th, 2006 at 17:25 | #19

    religion 101 you tell me John what is the truth about

    Hell, the Dead, the Earth, and the Purpose of life according to what you’ve been taught then find it in the bible and post it if there’s any kind of correlation.

  20. mehdo
    July 18th, 2006 at 17:22 | #20

    some times you in order to get point you must make a point.

  21. Mehdo formerly none
    July 18th, 2006 at 17:17 | #21

    it seems there has been a mix up I’m not the none everyone is referring to.

  22. Mehdo
    July 18th, 2006 at 17:16 | #22

    This is none not the none everyone seem to be upset with I guess I chose the wrong name to go by so call me mehdo and there is a way out if they want one just stop going no one is forcing themto stay there.

  23. none
    July 18th, 2006 at 17:13 | #23

    it does not matter just like thousands of israelites lost their lives worshipping the golden calf so will these JW who worship the figurative golden calf loose their lives Jehovah is not a GOD to be mocked so let them turn to apostate web sites.

  24. Tony
    July 17th, 2006 at 23:07 | #24

    I doubt he will understand the depth of your statement.

  25. July 17th, 2006 at 21:23 | #25

    Dear “none”,

    You’re wrong in saying, “basically all roads or religions do not lead to that narrow straight path”. NO religion leads one down that “narrow path.” ONLY Christ does.

  26. Tony
    July 17th, 2006 at 20:28 | #26

    Colette, I read that comment too and feel the same. In my active JW years I defended the WTS the best I could, but would never be so judgmental and insensitive like this JW. Like Fri said, “none” could well be a molester himself. The molester of my sisters was a very self-righteous judgmental person just the same.

    “None” claims to have done research on all religions and deep bible study, yet does not realise he/she is just parroting WT propaganda which is neither deep nor well researched.

    JW’s should know that they can’t count the time here as FS time.

    Tony

  27. Tony
    July 17th, 2006 at 20:05 | #27

    What a long sentence. You must be a Watchtower reader.

  28. Colette
    July 17th, 2006 at 20:02 | #28

    Hey Tony,

    Well said my friend. I don’t get it. I don’t understand the reasoning behind them coming here to argue what ever it is they are arguing.

    If they are appart of the WTS, they should be good little witness’s and behave themselves.

    Maybe they secretly want a way out and are coming here to look for answer’s. However that does not seem to be the case.

    That one comment “none” made of Friday was disgusting and down right ignorant. I am still pissed off about it. I should just let it go, as there is no changing someone’s mind when they obviously don’t use it properly….

    Colette

  29. Tony
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:55 | #29

    I agree with Colette.

    It seems to me that the resolution at this years JW district convention has the opposite effect. More and more JW’s are reading the many “apostate sites” then ever before and actively participating.

  30. none
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:54 | #30

    this message is for all who comment you have many religions just like the bible says there are two roads the narrow and straight that leads to everlasting life and the broad and spacious the one leading to death and many are the ones going that route and that includes alot of people basically all roads or religions do not lead to that narrow straight path you must find the truth on your own with the help of the bible and that means deep research really deep why because we all have a common enemy Satan means opposer and Devil Lier is the one who is misleading all so just like the Israelites in the bible walked with the true GOD Jehovah some did loose their life because of disobedience read the book so because JW’s standards are much higher than most religions and people really don’t have anything to say about them thats bad people try to find any and every littel mistake individual members make to exploit but no one is perfect and with the high standards that JW teach about god’s word by no means are they perfect and the elder that molested you he will get his just reward so be patient God works on patience not Impatience when you pray do you get what you ask for at that moment .

  31. none
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:40 | #31

    You are wise and saying what you are saying the immoral acts of people have brought nothing but shame for the human race and disease for this type of filth as the word says hate what is bad and love what is good not meaning to hate people who are doing wrong but to love them and not the wrong itself the problem with kim is she was never exposed to the bad things of the world alot of JW make that mistake if raising kids in the kingdom hall you must teach them about the things in the world and teach them the consequences also

  32. none
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:34 | #32

    Before you comment about JW you need to first do your research on all religions and compare them to what the bible really teach and on fact and priciple and you then learn on your own accord what JW’s believe and compare that then you make your comment sophistication is experience and knowledge ingnorance is what causes death.

  33. Colette
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:33 | #33

    None,

    I see you are back, yet had no reply to what what written to you all weekend.

    You are the one making moronic statements.

    No one care to here from you here, unless you actually have something intellegent to say.

    Colette

  34. none
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:30 | #34

    you mean show them what she has become an immoralized video prostitute or as the word says harlot. Don’t worry kim keep doing so if you wish but you know the outcome.

  35. none
    July 17th, 2006 at 19:28 | #35

    That was a moronic statement .

  36. James NON-JW
    July 5th, 2006 at 03:05 | #36

    Not a lifestyle I would promote, however the biggest mistake you are making is staying in your moronic brainwashing religion.

  37. Anonymous
    July 4th, 2006 at 18:43 | #37

    shut the hell up

  38. Anonymous
    June 19th, 2006 at 15:07 | #38

    Everyone MUST seek for the Truth. You must seek it everywere and when you find it it WILL make you happy for the rest of your live!

  39. Rel
    May 2nd, 2006 at 12:40 | #39

    To Flavin (Comment ID: 13003) who apparently lives of planet kingdom hall, if you took some time to familiarize with the real news/real jehovahs witnesses instead of the propaganda from the WT you might just find out what is going on your planet kingdom hall.

    My Molester Is Still A Jehovah’s Witness Elder – SHOCKING VIDEO (posted 4/26/06)
    Jury convicts dad of whipping girl to death (posted 5/1/06)
    Jehovah’s Witness Man slaughters family – Update (posted 4/19/06) (this link especially interesting as it shows the “my book of bible stories with a knife that killed wife and small children)

  40. Richard
    April 18th, 2006 at 12:03 | #40

    I’m not gonna bash the Watchtower institute; cheap shots are just what they are: cheap. Maybe Kim realized that the JW way is not her way or she is convinced that she has been introduced to JW under false pretences (she was told as an infant that she would see her deceased mother if she converted, which is wrong no matter how legit your religion is!)

    I’m sorry, but I see nothing wrong with doing what you like without hurting anyone in the process. If you don’t like what she does, don’t expose yourself to it and CERTAINLY do not force your believes onto those who have no interest.

    A Dutch fan

  41. Harrie
    April 14th, 2006 at 11:20 | #41

    Yeah, Sure

  42. Anonymous
    March 30th, 2006 at 02:47 | #42

    I totally agree. Ive made my share of mistakes. Listen to the great advice….it is not too late.

  43. Anonymous
    March 30th, 2006 at 02:46 | #43

    Kim, go back to kingdom hall and straighten yourself ut. It is not too late. People make mistakes. Go. You will be welcomed back if truly repentant. Remeber the prodigal son?

  44. ben
    March 29th, 2006 at 01:21 | #44

    good job kim! show those stupid watchtower oligarchs what you are really made of!!!!

  45. alrod
    February 18th, 2006 at 22:14 | #45

    those who comentted before are such stupids and speak in his great ignorance caused by devil…it’s proved that who sows to his own flesh will get the death from it…..Don´t u realize of it?????

  46. Anonymous
    February 2nd, 2006 at 09:32 | #46

    She is just another victim out of millions, because JW man made religion, (what is really nothing more than a dead wood ),and endless diet made out of wood pulp( worthless magazines and books made for only one purpose: mind control).

  47. Ken
    January 17th, 2006 at 16:52 | #47

    Hi:
    Maybe Kim learned everything about sex from all of the child molesters in the Kingdom Hall.

  1. No trackbacks yet.
Subscribe to comments feed Note:To prevent comment-SPAM it's not possible anymore to post links in comments. Sorry for any inconvenience caused by this measure.