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Two items follow:
1 John H. Paton Forgotten Co-Founder of a Sect.
2 Autobiography of John
H. Paton.
JOHN H. PATON
Forgotten Co-Founder of a Sect
(From: Investigator No. 18 1991 May)
John H Paton (1843-1922) was one of five men
who were significant in helping Charles T Russell (1852-1916) start
the Watchtower movement now represented mainly by the Jehovah's
Witness sect.
Paton wrote his biography in 1915 and this is reprinted
below. The biography, however, omits any mention of Paton's involvement
with Russell or of Paton's involvement with N H Barbour another
of the men who helped Russell get started. This period of
Paton's life covered almost 10 years. I will fill in a few of the
details of those 10 years.
In 1873 Paton joined a group run by Nelson H Barbour.
Barbour's group was connected to the Advent Christian Church-a sect
related to the Seventh Day Adventists.
Barbour had been involved in the prophecies of 1843/1844
when about 100,000 people seriously expected Jesus to return. Barbour
lost his faith when the predictions failed and went to Australia
to dig for gold. In 1859 he returned to America. On the return voyage
he studied the Bible again, and again became convinced that certain
prophetic calculations were correct.
In the late 1860s Barbour began to publish his ideas
and collect a group of followers. At that time he preached that
Jesus would come in 1873.
In 1873 Barbour started a monthly magazine called
The Midnight Cry. This predicted Christ's coming for 1874.
Paton became the assistant editor to Barbour soon after the magazine
began. The circulation reached 15,000.
When Jesus failed to arrive in 1874 the little sect
changed it to early 1875. When this failed Barbour and Paton taught
that Jesus had returned in 1874 after all but invisibly. Most of
the readers of The Midnight Cry did not accept this idea
and the circulation fell drastically to only a few hundred.
At this stage Charles T Russell, a rich store owner,
entered the scene. Russell had been converted to Adventist ideas
in 1869 by Jonas Wendel. Then, for three years, he was taught by
George Storrs (1796-1879), the leader of another Adventist sect.
Wendel had taught that the world would be burned up in 1873 and
Storrs had awaited the return of Jesus in 1870. By 1876 Russell
was in charge of his own Bible group of about 20 people. Russell,
in 1876, believed in an invisible return of Jesus. Because Paton
and Barbour had the same idea Russell contacted them.
The two cults joined into one with about 100 members.
They predicted that they, the "living saints", would rise physically
to heaven in 1878. On Passover night many of them gathered in white
robes-but nothing happened. Barbour and Russell now began going
separate ways. Paton stayed with Russell this doubtless being a
factor that influenced the majority of the cult to follow Russell
rather than Barbour.
In 1879 Russell started Zion's Watch Tower with the
help of H B Rice - a failed prophet of California - who donated
his subscriber list to Russell.
Russell now taught that the saints would go skywards
in 1881. As late as January 1881 the Watch Tower taught: "we would
expect our change by or before the fall of 1881." (Watch Tower reprints
pp. 180-181) Meanwhile, Russell urged his followers to donate money
in order to avoid sickness and death.
Such latest false prophecies may be the reason why
Paton left the cult. In a 333-page book, Day Dawn, (1880)
Paton argued:
"The exact time when the resurrection of the dead, or the translation
of the living church is due, we do not pretend to know, but
think we have good reason for believing that they will have
taken place before 'The time of the end' has expired, or before
1914." (p. 73)
Apparently, therefore, Paton wanted to place the "translation
of the living church" nearer to 1914 rather than in 1881.
Paton left no organization to carry on his ministry
upon his death. He lived long enough - 1922 - to see Russellism
undergo many of the doctrinal changes, power struggles and prophetic
failures that transformed it into Jehovah's Witnesses.
A factor that helped the Watchtower religion survive
the many power struggles is that most of the prominent members always
supported the man at the very top. Often such seconds, thirds and
fourths in the hierarchy also deserted the sect later on - but again
on an individual basis - just as happened in Paton's
case. Paton, being one of the earliest, can therefore be seen as
a forgotten co-founder of the JW sect.
John Paton has hundreds of surviving descendants.
Few if any of them realize that when they get that doorknock on
Sunday mornings their great, great great, great grandfather
is partly responsible.
AUTOBIOGRAPHY
OF JOHN H PATON
(Commenced on February 11, 1915)
I am requested by some of my family to write a short
history of my life. I am one of sixteen brothers and sisters now
living (seven have died), children of David Paton and Christian
and Elizabeth Woodburn Paton - sisters. I am one of the first
family.
I was born in Galston, Ayrshire, Scotland, on Friday,
April 7 1843. I remember my native village and many of its places
of special interest to a boy-the school, the churches, the "Old
Barr" which was used for a prison, and on one side had a place to
play ball against the wall, the mill and the sawmill, the "Burn
Ann" and the "Irvine River" where we used to "guddle" and bathe,
and many other places, and last, the "Kirkyard," where my mother
was laid. All these and other places were revived in my memory when
I visited there in 1897
I remember my mother quite well. She was one of the
many victims of Asiatic Cholera. She died on January 21, 1849 when
I was nearly six years of age. The first distinct memory I have
of mother is in connection with an incident in June 1848. There
was a flood of water, caused by a "water-spout," or "cloud-burst,"
in the moors. It came down the stream, called "Burn Ann," near our
home. We lived in one end of the house, and father had a "Flesh
Shop" at the other end, with a narrow passage between them. Attracted
by the flood, she had left me asleep on a bed in the living room.
Waking up, and seeing that I was alone in the room, I cried. Mother
heard me and came running in, picked me up, and ran with me in her
arms through the narrow passage to the back window of the meat market,
where were father and two or three others; and looking out of the
window, I saw the raging waters sweep the ledges of the stone bridge,
and fill the house on the other side of the stream with water. It
seems as clear in my mind as if it had happened a short time ago.
In connection with the flood, I remember an old woman
("Granny Lethum,"), who lived in the garrett of a low house the
window of which was about on a level with father's shop window.
There was fear that the old house might be carried away by the waters,
and someone brought a ladder, and on it she crept over from her
window to ours. Before this I was afraid of this old woman, having
heard someone speak of her as a witch; but from that time my fear
was gone. I remember thinking she was just like other people, only
she was old, and wore a white cap, or "mutch".
I remember the last "dress" my mother had made for
me. It was a tartan, with large checks, black and red. The first
time I wore it, my mother took me with her on a visit, I think to
the home of her sister, Mrs. Annie Caldwell. My dress was quite
attractive, and I was proud of it.
I loved my mother, but have always had one unpleasant
memory of her. One day I came home from school for my dinner. Mother
was very busy, and she gave me money to go to Logan's bakery and
get a "scone" for lunch. I got it, and being hungry, I quickly ate
it. On my way home, a grocer's boy (Alex. Roxborough) gave me two
apples., and I hastened home to share with my mother. She asked
me how I got the apples, and I told .her the truth; but she did
not believe me, thinking I had bought them; and she whipped me for
disobedience and lying. I do not remember what became of the apples;
but I do remember thinking that another time I would eat the apples,
and not tell her anything about it. I have thought since, that likely
"Mother was too tired."
I remember going with my mother and others to "Saurdyke,"
the farm of my father's Uncle, Robert Allen, to visit; and we were
treated to "Strawberries and Cream." Of course, I enjoyed that.
I began going to school in February when I was almost
four years of age. Mr. Kilgour, the teacher, had asked mother to
send me; but I fought hard against going the ftrst day. My brother
David literally forced me there; but after that I was more than
willing to go. I like my first teacher, and a Mr. Taylor, who followed
him. My last teacher was Mr. Robert McDonald. I did not like him
so well; he whipped me freely. When I saw him still teaching there,
forty-five years later (in 1897), he said they had "learned a better
way." With a few short breaks, because of children's diseases, I
went five years to school in Scotland.
My father and mother belonged to a Church called "New
Testament Disciples," and they went to Newmilns - two miles away
to their meetings. I enjoyed these Sunday walks with the family.
I did not then know why they were isolated; but that was the result
of a course of Bible study, which no doubt affected the later life
of their children.
I remember seeing mother put in her coffin, and carried
away with but little ceremony to the churchyard which was just across
the street. I saw that the older ones were very sad and I was sad
too; but I did not then realize what it all meant. My father took
the terrible disease but he refused to take the doctor's remedy
taking cathartic instead-and recovered; and he afterward told us
that we had a narrow escape from going to the poorhouse.
Soon after my mother's death, my father married her
sister. We had been in the habit of calling her "Lizzie." They tried
to have me call her "Mother," but I said: "She is not my mother;"
and I never called her mother till I came home on furlough in 1865.
I think she appreciated the change. I think she was a good mother
to us all, and learned to love her.
My father had for many years been anxious to emigrate
to the United States. He brought his family to Michigan 1852. I
was sorry to leave some of my playmates; but I did not realize how
far we were going. We left Galston on Saturday, the eighth of May,
staid over Sunday at Uncle Alexander's in Glascow, on Monday took
a steamer down the River Clyde and sailed from Greencock in the
sailing ship "Conway," that evening, and landed in New York seven
weeks from that day. It was a rather tedious voyage, but in some
ways I enjoyed it. I was seasick only the first morning, as we were
starting out in something of a storm. I think father was the only
one of us who was not seasick. He had his hands full looking after
the family, and doing what he could to keep us boys from climbing
the ropes and swinging out over the ocean when the ship rocked.
The vessel lay almost still for many days.
When we were near Newfoundland, we saw two icebergs
a large one and a small one. The passengers had a scare a little
later. There was a great crash, and many thought one of the icebergs
had struck the ship. For a little while there were some wailing
and praying. But it was soon learned that a heavy boom had fallen
from the sailors' hands when they were aloft. The end of it went
through the thick deck. In falling, it glanced upon a woman's head
and she had a narrow escape from death.
I was interested in seeing at least one large whale,
shoals of porpoises and many gulls. We were all glad to see the
land when we came near to New York. The scene was grand. Grandfather
Paton, who came with us, said: "It's worth while comin' a' the w'y
to see't."
We came to Albany and Buffalo by rail, and from there
to Detroit by steamer - the Atlantic - Friday evening. (That vessel
was wrecked on her next trip from Buffalo.) Friday night we came
to Amherstburg by a small river vessel. We arrived about midnight,
and put up at a hotel. But Uncle John Hamilton, who was with us,
could not wait and making inquiry about the way, walked out two
miles to "Onslow Farm," where Uncle John Paton lived. He came for
us with his team early in the morning. At six'oclock he was at the
foot of the stairs where we were sleeping, calling out: "Sleepers,
are you going to sleep all day?"
We were soon all up, and loaded up for the road, and
were soon at the farm. That was a happy meeting, especially for
the older ones who had not seen each other since Uncle John's folks
left Scotland about nine years before. I remember getting into a
cherry tree before reaching the house. Some of us were "awful hungry"
for fresh fruit, and did not think much about etiquette.
That was Saturday, July 3. Next day I was pleased
to see the great display of American flags on the river, as many
were celebrating the Fourth of July.
The "Rosebank" house, near "Onslow," being vacant,
we made our home there six or seven weeks, and father and David
worked for Uncle John in haying and harvest. I remember that none
of us enjoyed our first dish of cornmeal, as it was cooked and served
before it was known by our folks that it needed to be sifted. Mr.
Wingfield, an old man of leisure, fished in the Detroit River near
by, and kept the family quite well supplied with fish.
During the weeks of our stay in Canada, father and
Uncle John made a trip to the Scotch Settlement, southeast of Almont,
and father bought 200 acres of land-what was known as the "Salsbury
farm," two miles east of Almont Uncle John Hamilton took twenty
acres of it, and it was understood that Uncle John Paton would take
ninety acres; but for what was considered a good reason, he backed
out, and father kept it all for a time.
On moving to Michigan, we lived about three months
in a loghouse belonging to Mr. Gideon Draper, a little over six
miles southeast of Almont. We then moved late in the year into a
log house on old Mr. John Millikin's farm, across the road from
where Brother James lives. There we lived, after a very crowded
manner, until April 1, 1853, when we moved across the road to father's
farm.
From the time I was ten years of age until I was seventeen,
I worked on the home farm in the summers, and went to school in
the winters. We all learned something of what "hard times" means.
My sister Christina used to knit the socks for the family. But she
was married to Mr. William Millikin in August 1853. After that she
taught me how to knit; and for several years I knitted all the socks
I wore, and some others. I remember going to church one day in Almont
with very cheap clothing, and without shoes. I got into somebody's
pew, but was put out of it, though there was plenty of room. I had
to learn some lessons.
In the winter of 1860-61, I taught school in the Retherford
district, just north of home, and boarded round. Next summer I worked
on the home farm, and in the autumn I spent three months with Uncle
John Paton on the "Rosebank" farm, near Amherstburg, Canada.
That was the first year of the civil war.
Early in 1858, I had become specially interested in
Christ and salvation, during a series of meetings held in the "McGeorge
School House," about two and a half miles east of home. The meetings
were conducted by Eld. Sullivan Clark, a Methodist Protestant Minister.
But I found peace in believing in Jesus as my personal Saviour while
listening to a sermon delivered in the "Country Line School house,"
by Mr. William McKay, one of our neighhours, who had accepted the
teaching of Mr James Morrison in Scotland. On March 7, 1858, I was
baptized by Eld. William Potter, of Hadley, Mich., and united with
the Almont Baptist Church. No one of our family, so far as I know,
believed in a limited atonement and close communion, as was quite
common among the Baptists. On August 17, 1861, I left that church
because of their rejection of Eld. Wisner, their pastor who preached
anti-Calvinistic doctrine. Several of us thought of the casting
out of that minister as virtually casting us out, who believed the
same way.
Late in 1861, I came from Uncle John's in Canada,
and spent the winter drawing wood to Almont, and grain to the lumberwoods,
with father's team-"Dick" and "Bill". In the Spring of 1862, I engaged
to work for Stephen Warner, on the Demberger farm, six miles west
of Romeo, while my brother David was working for Mr. Hugh Gray,
on his farm at Clifton Mill. At this point my brother's history
and my own became closely linked. We did not escape the excitement
caused by the Civil War-both being interested in the preservation
of the Union, and (I may say) especially in the destruction of African
Slavery, which we believed to be the chief cause of the war. We
enlisted together at Romeo, Mich., on August 9, 1862, (according
to the war record, though it was really two days later), and became
members of Company B, 22nd Michigan Volunteer Infantry. When I went
to the army, I bade mypeople goodbye, never expecting to see them
again in this life; but hope developed as time went on.
Our Captain, being democratic in principle, allowed
the company to elect their own non-commissioned officers. By this
plan I was made a Corporal early in 1863, while we were at Nashville,
Tenn. We continued in the regiment until October 22, 1863, a month
after the Battle of Chicamauga, when we were transferred into the
United States Signal Corps, a position for which we had previously
applied, and passed examination, and there served until after the
close of the War.
We were still in the regiment at the time of the Battle
of Chicamauga. Our company was detailed for guards at the Head Quarters
of both Gen. Thomas and General Granger, after we started for the
field of battle, Sept. 19, 1863; so that we did not go into the
battle. Before we left the camp near Rossville, Ga. we heard the
booming of artillery, and the rattle of musketry like hailstones
on the roof. My brother had a boil on his foot, and could not walk,
and so was left in camp. I was glad he could not go. I had a sad
feeling as I left him that morning, thinking that I was going into
the battle, and that I might see him no more. But I hoped at least
one of us might be spared. We saw many of our comrades for the last
time that morning.
In the Signal Corps, we were at the Head Quarters
of the 14th Army Corps, (in the Army of the Cumberland), for a time,
until after the taking of Atlanta. Then we were with Gen. Slocum,
commanding the Left Wing of the Army of Georgia, in Sherman's march
to the Sea, and from Savannah, Ga. To Washington, D.C. being there
in time to see the Grand Review in May. We enjoyed the Signal Corps
work better than the work in the regiment. We had a better chance
to take care of ourselves, and we knew more of what was being done.
On December 13, 1864, when we were before Savannah,
I was announced as an "Acting Sergeant," and was made Sergeant on
March 1, 1865. In order to get the needed work done, I seldom, if
ever, had to use authority with either my comrades or the colored
servants. I habitually asked them to do what was needed, and was
successful.
At Washington, May 51, my officer, Capt. H.W. Howgate,
offered to get me a furlough for thirty days, which I accepted-,
and spent most all the month of June at home. During that month
Gen. Sherman's Headquarters were moved to St. Louis, Mo. and our
party of the Signal Corps went with him; so when my furlough expired,
I went to St. Louis, and we were there discharged on July 10th and
came home by the way of Chicago. David and I enlisted together,
served together, helped each other, slept together nearly all the
time, and were discharged together.
I am glad to say that, though often exposed to danger
from flying bullets and bursting shells, I was never wounded, and
never fired a gun at any human-being never being placed where I
was expected to do so. I have always been glad that the purpose
for which I enlisted was carried out.
My greatest danger seemed to be from occasional hard
marching, exposure to bad weather, and scarcity of food. My greatest
trouble was dysentery, on account of which I spent about two weeks
in the "Field Hospital," near Chattanooga, just after the Battle
of Chicamauga. Then, though not yet able for duty, our Doctor (McConnell)
gave me permission to return to my brother in the camp, with an
"Excuse from duty" good until I chose to report.
For about two weeks we almost starved, until the day
of our transfer to the Signal Corps-October 22. Our trouble then
was that the Confederates held control of both the river and the
railroad, so that the supplies for the army had to he brought from
Bridgeport, Ala., sixty miles away, over muddy and mountainous roads.
A change soon came, because of the enemy being dislodged by the
Battle of Lookout Mountain - part of which was fought above the
clouds - of which we were witnesses by telescope from Cameron's
Hill, in Chattanooga, Tenn., where we had a Signal Station.
The years in the army made a change in my previous
plans about getting a more liberal education. I was not home very
long when a friendship of several years was emphasized, and I was
engaged to be married, and I planned to be a farmer. In the Autumn
of 1865, I bought forty acres of land in the township of Armada,
two and a half miles northeast of the village, near Uncle John Paton's
farm. The following winter I taught school in the home district,
three miles east of Almont. On January 13, 1566, I was married to
Miss Sarah Elizabeth Wilson, who was born (of English parents),
in the township of Berlin, St. Clair Co., Mich., on January 21,
1844. This was the climax of an acquaintance which began when we
were children together at school.
We have had and still have six children: Henry Wilson
(born Nov. 1, 1866), George Wilber, (born Oct. 11, 1868), Nora Edith,
(Mrs. S. 0. Robinson), (born July 5, 1870), David William, (born
July 28, 1874), and Annie Ethel, (Mrs. O.E. Swain) (born May 12,
1883). We have had no death in our family. Our six are all married,
and I married them all, and we have sixteen grandchildren. All our
children were welcome.
My wife always says: "My first husband was a farmer,"
and I have never been sorry that I had some experience on the farm.
It gave me sympathy with those who do hard labor. We moved to our
farm in the township of Armada on March 26, 1866.
By avoiding all expensive habits in the army, (except
that I wrote many letters, having had at one time twenty correspondents),
I saved a large part of my wages, which helped us to start; but
I felt the need of more money, and taught school in our district
the following winter, and in other places later.
I long had a great desire to preach the gospel; but
I felt that 1ack of a better education was in my way. But I early
formed the habit of taking part in social Christian services as
I had opportunity. I preached my first sermon in the summer of 1867.
It was in the Stoddard School House several miles north, where I
went on horseback to fill the regular appointment of Eld. Angell,
a Methodist Protestant minister, who was called away to attend a
funeral service. The schoolhouse was well filled. I felt rather
timid, and yet was not afraid. I had something to say to the people,
and I said it, using a simple and familiar text: "I am not ashamed
of the gospel of Christ, etc." Rom. 1:16. I was somewhat slow of
speech, and in private conversation a little inclined to stammer.
This had been urged by a brother against my trying to preach, but
I learned by experience that I could speak easier in public than
in private. Eld. Angell urged me to go to Conference, and take the
work of a minister among them, but this I could not conscientiously
do. I did, however, accept what they called "An Exhorter's Licence,"
and from that time preached in several places, and enjoyed the work.
In the autumn of 1867, I bought forty acres of land
four miles northeast of the village of Almont, and we moved there
in November. While there we lived in an old log house. It was not
luxurious, but we were quite comfortable. (Next summer we sold our
land in Armada to Cousin Henry P. Leighton.)
For two winters I taught in our home district. A great
sorrow came to us when, in October 1868, our sister Christina (Mrs.
William Millikin) died. Out of a combination of sympathy and ignorance,
we moved into the home from which she was taken and tried to care
for the family.
We had not been there very long when my wife had an
attack of inflammatory rheumatism, and we were soon convinced that
we had made a mistake in taking the care and responsibility of that
time. We moved back to our log house in March 1869, and felt very
much at home. Soon after, I rented a part of the farm of John McKail,
Jr., and sometime that year we moved into his house. The next winter
I spent considerable time drawing farm produce to the lumberwoods,
and worked the farm during the summer of 1870, leaving there for
Almont in November.
For nearly two years after coming into the Retherford
district I preached in the school house each alternate Sunday, and
the neighbours had a Union Sunday School every Sunday. These meetings
and the Sunday School were well attended. I was not then a member
of any denomination.
On February 5, 1870, I came back to the Almont Baptist
Church, and within a few months began to preach for them to fill
a vacancy. On October 1, of that year, I was appointed to write
the history of the Almont Baptist Church, and it was read before
them and accepted on July 1, 1871.
On October 19, 1870, I was ordained to the gospel
ministry by a Council of Baptist ministers, and was formally made
pastor of the church. (That was the day the Cambria was wrecked,
and Uncle Robert Paton, returning to Scotland from his visit to
America, was drowned.)
A few weeks before the ordination, I was sent by the
church to Alpena as a delegate to the annual meeting of the Flint
River Association of Baptist churches. I went by rail to Port Huron,
and from there to East Tawas and Alpena by steamer. On the return
trip I came to Bay City by steamer, and to Flint by rail. I rode
with the Lapeer Baptist minister in his buggy from Flint to Lapeer,
and then walked home about 25 miles in the afternoon of the same
day. I do not know why I did not take the train to Imlay City, unless
it was because money was scarce.
Soon after the ordination (in November), we had a
sale on the McKail farm, and moved to the village of Almont, where
our home has been ever since. We lived not far from four years in
the Baptist parsonage, about a year in the "Weir House," and in
the autumn of 1875 moved into the house that is still our home.
During the first winter of my pastorate, we had a
series of union meetings with the Congregational Church, of which
Rev. H.R. Williams was pastor. As a result of this effort, each
church received nine new members - six by first profession and baptism
and three by letter. The work was very harmonious and satisfactory.
I never conducted a service on the "Close Communion" plan. At the
Lord's table, I never put up nor took down any bars. Whoever wishes
to remember Christ has a right to do so.
During my army life I did not lose my interest in
Christ. I read the New Testament through six times, and was led
to do a good deal of thinking; and I learned to doubt the truth
of the common church doctrine of human destiny. I wrote to my father
about it, and told him that I was convinced that all would finally
be saved, and that thus God would be all in all, and have a clean
universe, unmarred by sin and suffering. We had considerable discussion
on the subject, and I was not settled about it. Later, after coming
home, I learned to think that the clean universe might be secured,
and sin and pain be done away by the destruction of all the incorrigible.
And at the time my ordination I told the Council that I was inclined
the doctrine of "Conditional Immortality." Still they ordained me,
thinking that I would outgrow the idea. But it grew on me, and I
preached it, thinking that many would be glad to accept that solution
of the question. But it resulted in bitter opposition on the part
of some of the members of the church, and there was some talk of
a trial for heresy. Anticipating this, I resigned my pastorate on
December 24, 1871, and soon after applied for membership in the
Advent Christian Conference, of Michigan, and accepted, though I
was still a member of the Baptist church. But after that a Council
was called, which met in the Baptist church on February 28, 1872,
and I was formally charged with heresy. There were three charges:
(1) that I denied the doctrine of the natural immortality of the
soul of man; (2) that I believed in the sleep of the dead; and (3)
that I believed in the final destruction of the wicked. In hope
of having reasonable opportunity to defend my views, I appeared
before the Council for trial; but when the chairman announced that
I would not be allowed any defence, but that I must answer all their
questions only by Yes or No, I refused to answer, and denied their
right to put me thus on trial. I expected, I was then formally disfellowshipped
by the Baptist ministry and church. Soon afterward, I organized
a "Church of Christ," in Almont, which united with the Michigan
Advent Christ Conference.
A historian can neither make nor unmake facts, whether
they are good or bad, wise or foolish, pleasant or unpleasant. His
part is to tell things as they are, if they are told at all. No
doubt both the Baptists and I did what we thought was best.
The young church and I remained in the Conference
only about two years. By farther study of the Scriptures my views
were modified and enlarged; and many of the members of the churches
where I preached grew with me. But while I did not make my opinions
a test of fellowship, I did not find the leaders in the Conference
as willing to tolerate the differences; and I withdrew.
Since then I have been master of several independent
churches, whose principle was to receive as members all who
accepted Christ as their Lord and Saviour, on the ground that all
who have the Spirit of Christ are members of one true Church.
I cannot say that these churches have been a success
as organizations. I have not been successful either as an evangelist
or as an organizer. My work has been mainly that of a teacher, and
have made very little effort to add names to church lists. Yet through
the years I have baptized a goodly number of converts, and several
have confessed that my teaching of the word had saved them from
infidelity.
I soon grew to believe in a larger gospel, and that
all will finally be reconciled to God, as I first thought when I
studied the Scriptures in the army. The Adventist plan was sufficient
to get rid of sin and pain by killing the sinners; but it required
the perpetuation of the death state, which was a result of sin.
But I saw that the Bible plan required the destruction of sin and
pain and death by saving the sinners. Christ came into the world
to save the lost, and I believe that he will not fail in even a
single instance. I have learned to believe in Christ as the First
and the Last, the All-inclusive Creation of the Father, the Unit
of the whole race; and that He is therefore the Life, the Light,
the Judge and the Saviour of all. And for more than thirty years,
since getting this worldwide view, I have done what I could with
both voice and pen to proclaim this full gospel of Christ, and I
am assured that my labor has not been in vain. The larger gospel
truth is spreading, and many sad hearts have been comforted.
It was a sad thing for me when my father died, on
March 7, 1878. (I am writing this on the anniversary - March 7,
1915.) I missed him long. I thought of him as an ideal man in many
respects. I had great respect for his opinions and principles. We
often talked on the subject that was nearest my heart - the gospel
of Christ. The last time we talked about it, (even before I was
committed to the largest view) he said to me he would not be surprised
if "in the ages to come" all would be gathered in. This has been
a pleasant memory to me.
Beginning in 1873, for many years I preached and gave
Bible lectures in many places in Michigan and several other states.
Since 1879 I have written and published three books Day Dawn - 10,000
copies; Moses and Christ - 3,000 Copies and - The Perfect Day -
3,000 copies. Beginning in 1882 I have published The World's
Hope - for three years a monthly, and since then a semi-monthly
magazine. Its mission has been to proclaim the fullness of the gospel,
and also as far as possible to show what is revealed in the Bible
about the Church, the Nation of Israel, and the World of mankind.
In the year 1903 we organized "The Larger Hope Association."
Of this I am president.
The truth concerning the victory of Christ and the
race is spreading. As some say: "It is in the air." Some believe
and teach it who do not see that it is clearly taught in the Bible;
but my object is to hold forth what I believe the Lord has revealed
in his word. And I rejoice that I have been able to do even a little
in this great work.
In 1897 my daughter Nora and I visited Scotland and
England. We greatly enjoyed the visit among our relatives on both
sides of the family. And I enjoyed the opportunity of preaching
in Galston, paisley Kirkcaldy, Nottingham and Liverpool, besides
three times in crossing the ocean.
I have visited several expositions. My brother Alexander
went with me to the "Centennial" at Philadelphia. My son Henry went
with me to the "Cotton Exposition" at New Orleans. My son David
went with me to the exposition at Atlanta, Ga., taking in the Dedication
of the National Park at Chattanooga, Tenn., on the way. My whole
family attended the "World's Fair" at Chicago. And my son-in-law,
S.O Robinson, went with me to the "Pan American," at Buffalo N.Y.
It has been interesting to note the progress along the various lines
in these years, especially in the uses of electricity. I do not
expect to go to San Francisco this year.
I went with my daughter Nora to New York, when she
was a delegate to the International Convention of the Young Peoples'
Christian Endeavor Society. We also visited Ocean Grove and Pittsburg
after the Convention was over. That was in the year 1892.
In the year 1908, I spent most of the month of March
in Los Angeles, Cal., preaching and visiting. In the autumn of the
same year, I visited Eld. George W. Wright at Rockford, Minn., and
then went on to Carrington, N.D., to visit my brother Robert.
These were enjoyable things; and the blessings have
been many all along the way having had very little sickness and
no deaths in my family. But on August 9, 1912, my wife (always a
willing and faithful helper in my work) was stricken with apoplexy;
and it seemed for weeks that we must part. The physicians gave us
no hope of her recovery. But we did what we could in the use of
remedies and treatment, and with the Lord's blessing she wonderfully
recovered - having been quite well and comfortable for many months.
From September 1912, we made our home for eleven months with our
daughter Christine in Detroit. After that we returned to our home
in Almont, where Nora and her children had been living while we
were away; and they remained with us till June 1914-. I would say
here that all our children and their families have been very kind
to us during the time of our trouble. And I am conscious that we
have had the kind sympathy and earnest prayers of many friends.
I have not done so much travelling and preaching since
my wife was taken sick; but I have preached a few times each month.
The World's Hope is still published, and I still love to tell the
story of God's plan of salvation, through Christ as I have opportunity.
I am still waiting and watching to see how the Lord will fulfill
his word about the Church, Israel and the angry nations. The war
cloud in Europe looks dark, and it is very extensive in its influence,
but as the All-wise Father is at the helm we believe he will make
man's wrath to praise him, and bring in the time when peace and
righteousness will triumph under the reign of Christ - "the King
of Kings and Lord of Lords."
(Finished March 9, 1915)

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