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i think this site is disgusting how can you all sleep
with yourself having this crap posted
A Jehovah’s Witness pedophile was spared prison despite
admitting carrying out a string of sex attacks on young children.

Michael Porter, 38,
used his trusted position as a ministerial servant
to indulge his habits as a pedophile.
One of his victims was an 18-month-old baby

he should be in prison with the key tossed away,
with his balls cut off
or are you all so proud of this kind of stuff
that you have to post it
do you think YOUR ABOVE the LAW?
i would rather go to hell and live with the devil
there EVER be a jehovah witness if this is the kind
of stuff you promote,
MAY YOUR SOULS BURN IN HELL

Hello everyone, especially Fri, Markus & others who take much of the same position as I do.
During my absence, I found a very interesting video. Notwithstanding the fact that is well worth watching, it addresses much of what we have taken for granted as far as religious doctrinal basis & the formation of organized religion.
Check this out, a 3 part movie however the first part you want to intently watch:

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/main.htm

Just read the “News from the Net” and was touched by the story of the man who told of the “spanking room” available to the families and the abuse he was subjected to while he was a child in a JW family. He came out of the experience and still believes God and has used his experience to help others. No doubt he experienced much of the difficulties that comes with leaving, but he made it.

THE BOOK OF ABADDON
The final Testament

Scriptures from: Amplified Bible

Hello. To the beloved church. From your fellow servant Abaddon of our Lord Jesus Christ.
It started about two years ago, I was thirty, I had the best job in my life, I was a single dad of three kids, never married, and had full custody of my kids. I started playing football again, semi pro, I made starting lineman. In my eyes that was it, I told myself I could die now. Boy I’m glad I didn’t. Well I have been saved since I was 16, but I forgot about Jesus. When he answered all my prayers, I said thanks, and bye. Then slowly began to sin again.
Then I got laid off at my job, they said sorry it’s slow, we don’t need you I lost the best job I ever had. I got depressed and started to play online games (ALOT), I gained weight, I was ashamed too play football; too ashamed to talk to people; I was a mess. I found out later The Lord saved me from the spirit of mammon. My body got cut off, to find God. Now I understand when Jesus says Bible Matthew 5:29And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.30And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.
Finally I prayed to Jesus on my knees (have never went on knees before) I asked him “what do u want me to do Lord?” He said “minister” I said “HUH? Wait a min did I say that in my head or was it Jesus?” I’m too shy…I’m this, and I’m that. Finally I said, your will be done. The Lord began to take sin out of my life. I stopped smoking, lusting, and everything else I was doing wrong. Boy did it hurt, I would pretend I didn’t hear him, but God is persistent.
I began to read the bible, and walk with The Lord; and I began to get weird dreams of the end of time. The first one I got was pretty disturbing. I saw hundreds of people chanting balaam, they where in a trance. Their eyes and their mouths were darkened. My friend in my dream went to see what was going on, and then they charmed him so he couldn’t run away from them. It was weird he was dancing uncontrollably .I tried to grab him away but the main guy in a trance had a whip made out of very thick rope, he tried to hit me every time I tried to get my friend. At the third time I tried to get him I said, in the name of Jesus get back, and then I grabbed him. Then woke up.
I was freaked out. I asked Jesus, what was that! And what does it mean! So I prayed about it. I didn’t know much of the bible at the time, so I didn’t have a clue.
A friend that I talk to about Jesus sometimes called me up the next day and said, I heard something on the christen radio, and I feel like I’m to tell you it. I said ok? She said it takes a real man to defend who they love. Then I said thank you. I said to myself, is Jesus saying I’m a defender of some sort? I’m not sure, but He is told me; “use this time to get to know him”. So I read the bible, watch television church shows, and internet bible training shows. I wanted to go to some sort of man that I thought knew God better then I. Then I thought wait a minute, all this time God has been helping me through The Holy Spirit. Teaching me, I don’t need a man to teach me about God. God will teach me about God. I don’t want to make the same mistake the Israelites did. When they asked God for a man to be their king, not realizing The Lord was their king.BIBLE1Samuel8:6But it displeased Samuel when they said, Give us a king to govern us. And Samuel prayed to The Lord.7And The Lord said to Samuel, Hearken to the voice of the people in all they say to you; for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected Me, that I should not be King over them.
Jesus blessed me as I said that to myself. I felt a peace in my soul. I made the right choice. God’s way may seem like it takes longer at first, but its better and true, men can be corrupted, but God can not. How do you get to know someone? Well… I just talked to him a lot. Prayed about what I should read, and watch. I got answers fast because I didn’t put Jesus in a box. God is not bound. BIBLE 2Timothy 2:9For that [Gospel] I am suffering affliction and even wearing chains like a criminal. But the Word of God is not chained or imprisoned!
I believed the bible when it says, all things are possible through him. BIBLE Matthew19:26But Jesus looked at them and said, with men this is impossible, but all things are possible with God.
I believe he’s alive, and can talk to me through anything he wants. It is written you deny him he will deny you. .BIBLE 2Timothy 2:12If we endure, we shall also reign with Him. If we deny and disown and reject Him, He will also deny and disown and reject us..
I hear his voice a lot through my heart. It sounds like my own voice. It’s hard to discern at first, but as you get to know him, you can tell if it’s God. It’s like your conscience but stronger, and he will always match up with his word of God. I would pray as well for the gift of discernment. It’s amazing to see The Holy Spirit at work. If I had problems or trouble understanding something, I pray for wisdom and revelation. The Lord will use the bible, television, radio, people, and anything to teach me. Its fun letting God be God and I know he feels the same way. BIBLE: Romans 8:14 for all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. 15 For [the Spirit which] you have now received [is] not a spirit of slavery to put you once more in bondage to fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption [the Spirit producing son ship] in [the bliss of] which we cry, Abba (Father)! Father! 16 The Spirit Himself [thus] testifies together with our own spirit, [assuring us] that we are children of God.

Humbled
The Lord told me to minister. I didn’t want to at first, but I ended up being obedient. He is teaching me so much. Everyday I learn something new it’s amazing. I got to the point that I learned to love The Lord so much and the Father in heaven that I thought I was untouchable. Boy did The Lord humble me, satan is very tricky in what he does, and I didn’t even see it coming. But I thank God for teaching me this lesson, for it makes my faith stronger.
I wanted you to know what I went though, and how The Lord used television church to heal me at the end of this. It started from Sylvia Browne. I got sucked in. My heart was looking for God in her and her ideas. I heard a few words like she is christen, Father God, and use the cross .So I thought she must be of God. Then I ended up listening to her more. Then I went on her web site. Listening for hours and believing in some of it. I remember wile I was listening, my spirit was going nuts. Now I know why.

That night I had a very bad dream, of something trying to take me right off my bed. Thank God what ever it was that was trying to take me didn’t. But her demons did get in my heart at the time I didn’t know it. The next day I began to sin. I started doing things the good Lord took out of my life. I compromised…I let satan walk right in.
That’s when I knew something was not right. God took all of this sin out of my life, and now I’m doing them. Then I realized the enemy got me. I was great full at first that the Lord humbled me. I thought it was over. I was wrong again.

I began to try to get a hold of Sylvia Browne, to tell her that demons have affected her and her faith using her to lead people away from Jesus. But it fell on deaf ears. They believe there doing something good. Then I began to change. I didn’t feel Jesus any more. His presence was gone from me, or that is what I thought. I began to hate the world and the people who sin. I said things like “how dare they”! If they only knew who they where offending”. But the good news, Gods word set me free. His love set me free. I wasn’t feeling God any more because, I hardened my heart. I didn’t trust people then became too good for God like religious people do (like the Pharisees) Then The Lord by using a TV ministry saying, don’t harden your heart but guard your heart. Love everyone, forgive everyone, or your Father in heaven wont forgive you.

I learned read the word so you can’t be trick by people’s ideas. Make sure it lines up with Gods word. I should have remembered what happened to Saul when he went to a medium. After repenting, I went too lay down. I then fell asleep. Then I awoke, I could see a light behind me, but couldn’t move to see it clearly. I heard a woman’s cry, No! No!
Then I felt a demon leave me. I learned a lot from falling
Jesus will always pick you up, and bring you back to him, if you let him.
Bible: Hebrews4:16 Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

The Eye
The Lord took me out of many holes. I began to listen to a small voice in my heart. At times it was hard, but I did it. The Lord blessed me, and my family. My walk with the Lord is very awesome, but scary at first. Following God with out knowing where you’re going, but it all makes sense after the Holy Spirit fills in the blanks. I learned to trust the voice of the Lord.Bible:John10: 16And I have other sheep [beside these] that are not of this fold. I must bring and impel those also; and they will listen to My voice and heed My call, and so there will be [they will become] one flock under one Shepherd.

Later on He told me to pray for the missionary’s. That is when things got scary, and weird. I began to have very bad dreams. Then I started to pray for Jews, children of Ishmael, and the gentile’s as well. Let’s just say I made a group of demons mad. But I always called on the name of The Lord. He rebuked satan, then they fled.
Before these dreams they where happy dreams, weird but better. Anyway…I had many dreams. But some are visions. I get woken up; I feel The Lord, He tells me to pray for someone or a group of people, then goes away.
The other night I was woken up by something going into my chest! It moved fishlike, but it had blue feathers like a peacock. I said to myself, what was that? I was tired so I closed my eyes. When I did I seen a big bird like eye looking at me, in my mind!

I thought to myself ok… that must have been some random dream. So I went back to bed, then forgot about it. You might say how you forgot about that? Let’s just say, I’ve seen a lot lately, and believe it or not that was not as bad as demon attacks I had. The Lord showed me, He lets things happen so I would not be afraid. He showed me He would never leave me or forsake me, and how to cast out demon. I’m kind of scared of what The Lord is getting me ready for, but at that same time I’m so blessed He made me love him so much.

I was watching a bible academy channel, and a Pastor was talking on his radio show.
He read something in the bible about how God will send his eyes to people who have him in there heart or something. I prayed about it. To understand what happened to me. The Holy Spirit led me to the bible: 2chronicles16.9 For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth to show Himself strong in behalf of those whose hearts are blameless toward Him. You have done foolishly in this; therefore, from now on you shall have wars.

I thought to myself, I was not married yet. So how can this be? The Lord showed me as long as you do as he asks, obey him, love him, .and depend on him to survive. He will deal with what you can handle at that time. That why Paul says don’t judge another christen. He or she is Gods property. Bible: 1Corinthians4:4 I am not conscious of anything against myself, and I feel blameless; but I am not vindicated and acquitted before God on that account. It is The Lord [Himself] Who examines and judges me. .

Man seems to look in the wrong places. God looks in the heart.
Bible: Matthew23:25 Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, pretenders (hypocrites)! For you clean the outside of the cup and of the plate, but within they are full of extortion (prey, spoil, plunder) and grasping self-indulgence. 26You blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and of the plate, so that the outside may be clean also.

Gifts
I found out a lot of things through this walk with God. I’ve seen things I would not have believed, if I’ve never seen it myself. I can’t type or spell too well, but thank God that’s not a need to be a minister. I’ve seen a lot of things, many people have not seen. I understand now when the bible says Isaiah 42:18Hear, you deaf! And look, you blind, that you may see! 19Who is blind but My servant [Israel]? Or deaf like My messenger whom I send? Who is blind like the one who is at peace with Me [who has been admitted to covenant relationship with Me]? Yes, who is blind like the Lord’s servant?

Through the later part of my walk, demon attacks where a normal thing. The Lord showed me how to be a warrior of God. Every night after interceding I would ask for all the gifts of the Holy Spirit. The first was discerning of good and evil. My left eye would flash if an evil spirit was targeting me, or a person that had a demon spirit in them when I looked at them. If someone repeats something an evil spirit has told them it would flash as well. My right eye would flash when good spirit was targeting me, or when the Holy Spirit sees something good, or angels. Bible Malachi 3:18Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves God and him who does not serves.

I was attending a small Baptist church. I went there looking for God. Found out he wasn’t there. I could not leave because The Lord said I could not. I talked to the pastor in private, about some of the things he was saying that didn’t match up with the bible.
Let’s just say, I felt like Jesus. The church said all manner of evil things about me; they acted like I was full of the devil. The pastor attacked me weekly for about one month from the pulpit. Mostly everyone sat away from me, and sang hymns like “we are on The Lords side”, They even tried to make me bow down, and repent for telling the truth. It was bad. The Lord told me, to just stand, so I did. It was hard, but The Lord did it for me. I wanted to say something back. But The Lord said, just stand. I blessed them, prayed for them, and forgave them. I would get weak in faith, second guessing myself. Then The Lord would lift me up. He would use shows, radio, persons, and his presence to strengthen me. When in my secret place (See Bible: Psalm: 91).after coming out I began to see smoke coming out of me! It looked like when you go out side on a very cold day, being hot. Holy Spirit led me to. Bible Ephesians 5:1-2THEREFORE BE imitators of God [copy Him and follow His example], as well-beloved children [imitate their father]. 2And walk in love, [esteeming and delighting in one another] as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us, a slain offering and sacrifice to God [for you, so that it became] a sweet fragrance

Back to the church:
The pastor was saying everyone was getting sick, must be some kind of test, or the devil, or me. I mean everyone was sick, but me and my wife, and three boys. One night I was watching a preacher on T.V. The Holy Spirit started to say, they don’t like you, you don’t have much money, and you’re black. But they see the hand of God on you. It’s like when the philistines stole the Arc of the covenant, and then everyone around it got sick. Then I figured out why everyone was getting sick. The Lord told me to tell one of them not to harden their heart, two days later he had a heart attack. He didn’t listen; he ended up in the hospital. When I got home I began to weep for them. I didn’t want them to die, even if they wanted to kill me, .I found out later, after The Lord was fixing all my spiritual wounds, they where trying to for along time. I cried to The Lord for there souls, to forgive them.
I began to fear The Lord; I wouldn’t want to be against him. I’m thankful that God is on my side. The Holy Spirit taught me who the real enemy is; it’s not flesh and blood.
BIBLE Ephesians 6:12 For we are not wrestling with flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the despotisms, against the powers, against [the master spirits who are] the world rulers of this present darkness, against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere.
I learned how to love people that didn’t love me.

After complaining to The Lord about being in that church, it dawned on me. Why I was there. All those demons The Lord trained me how to fight, and the power over them we have. It was training for what I had to do. I stopped whining, got stern, and started fasting and praying for three days, to remove the devil on the pulpit. I went to church. When everyone was singing, I was rebuking the devil so they couldn’t here me. That night the moon was huge. That night the Holy Spirit started to preach through the pastor. It was amazing. But that night I had a visit from Beelzebub in a dream, he was in the form of the pastor. Crawling on his belly like a scorpion. He tried to scare me, and he gave me pains in my midsection. He said no one will listen to me. Then I saw a lush fig tree behind him. I was used to it from old demon attacks; I called on the name of The Lord. He saved me out of dream.

For two and a half months after that, The Holy Spirit was praising me through the pastor, saying I was a true man of God, and saying I was like Daniel.
So much so I didn’t want to hear it anymore. I didn’t want to get a big head, or prideful.
Wow! God is good, and He takes care of his sheep.
I began to get closer and closer to God. I began to notice people still didn’t really want to sit by us. The pastor would say things “he’s like some guy that he read about, who would walk in a room, and then everyone would be convicted. I didn’t know what he was talking about till later. I noticed when I watched pastors on T.V, and or people at church, I could see smoke coming from them. Unsaved people nothing. The Holy Spirit led me to. Bible2Corinthians2:15For we are the sweet fragrance of Christ [which exhales] unto God, [discernible alike] among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing:

I was also volunteering at a place to serve the poor. The Lord said to me after fasting and praying to feed the poor. I noticed people didn’t look too happy to see me there. Some would tremble while being around me. Some looked as if they were mad at me, then it dawned on me Bible Malachi 3:5Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Lord of hosts.

There is some kind of healing aura around me as well. Bible Malachi4:2But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.

So cool, I said to myself. I’m a paladin like from an online game I was addicted to before my walk with God. It just goes to show you, when The Lord tells you to stop something, he will give you much better then you give up. I said to The Lord, all I’m missing is the ability to summon a white horse like the game. The Lord showed me, I was mistaken. Bible Revelation 19:14And the troops of heaven, clothed in fine linen, dazzling and clean, followed Him on white horses.

God is a lot cooler then people know. We must remember Who made fun, joy, laughter, and love.

Monday
Then at this time, the pastor began to change his church plan, to seeking The Lord. I found out he was doing it out of fear. He had his own plans, and they were not of God. I noticed a pain in my midsection every time I was close to the pastor, the bus driver, and the man who had a heart attack earlier. He got better thank God. I asked the pastor about it after church one day, and then he made a fast step towards me. I felt pain again, then I said “yah that”. Then he said, see me and the other two guys have a dream for his church.
Instead of getting closer to God, the pastor wanted to go door to door in another city in rich areas. Then I realized it was the spirit of the Pharisees, and the spirit of mammon. BIBLE Matthew23:15 Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, pretenders (hypocrites)! For you travel over sea and land to make a single proselyte, and when he becomes one [a proselyte], you make him doubly as much a child of hell (Gehenna) as you are.

I began to start telling him about gifts of the Holy Spirit that I was feeling. While talking to him I would get pains from time to time. I was feeling pain when he was frustrated or mad towards me, because when I pointed it out it stopped. At the end of our talk, I told him to be careful because Jesus said when you kick out a demon; they roam around then come back with friends worse then the one that left.

Wednesday I went to the place to feed the poor. There was a church serving that day. There were demons flying out of everyone, it was very cool. I notice the lady pastor wearing black lipstick, black circle necklace seem very worried. She yelled out “it’s not fair!” then she came over and said, who you are. I said rowan. The Lord must of took a demon from her.

When I got home that night I noticed I could feel people’s emotions, but I didn’t know what I was feeling or pain meant what. When my wife was mad at my kids I would feel a sharp pain in a certain place, left of belly button. Boy did it ever hurt at first. I couldn’t sit close to her while she was mad. If someone was mad at her I would feel same pain in a different place left of belly button. I found out later we have map on our spiritual body. All our family that goes all the way back before Adam is on it. The Lord would use it to teach me about the past, and what is to come. Bible Exodus 33:23Then I will take away my hand and you shall see My back; but My face shall not be seen.

That night I was woken up around three am, with weird sounds. I saw, angels everywhere. They looked like bluish lights, and I would just see the outline of there bodies. They made flute like sounds while they where fighting. I was under my blanket, sort of scared. The demons made a horrible sound. Psalm 55 nails it. It was outside my window. When the angels fought I would feel a pain on the right side of my belly button. Now you know what the appendix is for, gifts of the Holy Spirit. It’s like a warning system when my kids, wife, or angels are being attacked. At times they would get in my house, because the sound would get louder. At that time they did The Lord said to rebuke it in the name of Jesus. I did, and then I felt tingling at bottom of feet. The demon was trapped under my feet Then the Holy Spirit reminded me Bible Malachi 4:3 And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Lord of hosts.

After I fell back asleep, I had a short dream of cheering around like around twenty to fifty angels. Looks like we won! It was awesome to see. Well I was kind of scared, my head was under blanket a lot of the time.

The next day on Thursday…I was upstairs wrapping candies for poor people for Christmas, at the place I go to feed the poor people. Two days before, I was watching a church show. He prayed over people watching and said to speak in tongues try to mimic him. I tried… I sounded dumb, but I ended up singing words instead of saying them. Well I was up there wrapping candy nobody was around so I starting singing in tongues. It sounded cool, but I didn’t know what I was singing. Then I looked to the right behind a tall plant .I noticed an angel. Well it must be, it looked like the same beings as that other night. Then I felt a pain in my chest, I asked the Lord what’s going on, He says worry not. Like always. So I kept on singing. I found out later what that pain in chest is, when people feel the presence around me I guess they think it’s the devil. I don’t get it, when u feel God you think it’s the devil? Sigh. The Holy Spirit led me to. Bible Malachi 3:5 Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Lord of hosts.

I was singing then guy came in. He felt Gods presence then he started to ask, what I am all about? We were talking he told me he was stuck, going around this mountain in life. I told him, it’s because you’re not passing something. Then I felt joy from he Holy Spirit for a second. Then I asked him, did you feel that, he said yeah. We began to talk more, then I felt it again more then before. I told him, I like talking to you! I was feeling him getting joy from the Holy Spirit, it’s was awesome. And it was coming out of me!
The Holy Spirit let me to. Bible Malachi 3:1 BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Lord [the Messiah], Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple.

He had to go. I had to pick up kids from school. On the way out I saw an old man who has back problem. He was bent over. I wanted to try to heal him in the name of Jesus, but I was too scared. As I was leaving The Holy Spirit was so strong on me I said why not. I went to the old man and said stand up straight.
He did! I felt the joy move from me to him. Then I had to leave. I drove to my kid’s school singing in tongues. The Lord said to me, go in instead of waiting outside for them. I went inside then I walked all the way though the school singing in tongues. All the saved people where smiling like they seen Jesus, some where crying happily, some where laughing uncontrollably. As I got out side I began to see gusts of smoke in the air. It smelled like perfume. It was awesome. All the non saved people thought I was crazy? They didn’t see or feel a thing. I got my kids then went home, opened my door. Then I seen a black shadow standing right in front for me, in the shape of a man but he had the bluish lights like the angels I’ve seen. It was satan himself. I figure he was mad.
At this point all the stuff I went through. That you don’t know about. I was not concerned, I was too happy about what just happened.

Wolves In Sheep Clothing
2weeks before:
One day at church a new lady came in and sat in front of my wife and I. I always sit in back church. I noticed she had no smoke coming from her meaning not saved or possessed. I thought that was weird because she had her own bible. So I began to start praying for her. After praying I opened my eyes she turned around and looked at me. As if you knew who I really was, kind of look. At the end of the service she didn’t even look at me, but she shook my wife’s hand then said, I was looking for an old friend that goes here. He’s not here right now though. Then we left. There was one guy missing, one of the ushers. His face was always beat red, he would never shake my hand nor look at me. One day after church he was talking to himself in his car, and he was very mad. I found out later who he was talking to.

Thursday night I had a dream. I was in some kind of dinner party. The lady I saw at the church walked in the room. She said a phrase that they say from the secret, something the universe. Then I began to pray for her, of course. Then my forehead began to hurt, she was blocking me or something. Then she went somewhere to make a drink. She came back and said, drink it. I said what is it? She said, coconut oil, something root, and a bunch of stuff a witch would use. I drank it then spit it out. Then I woke up with my wife doing something to my head, she fell to pillow then continued sleep. She being a new christen, she’s Luke-warm, and at this time we where not married yet. It seems the devil, sorcerers, a cult, and demons can manipulate them. Bible: Revelation 3:16 So, because you are lukewarm and neither cold nor hot, I will spew you out of My mouth!

I started to pray worried, oh-oh. I drank the drink! The Lord said, worry not.
I started to feel heart burn like it was going down my throat. I prayed, are you sure Lord?
He said. No weapon that is formed against you shall prosper. Bible Isaiah 54:17 But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall show to be in the wrong. This [peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition] is the heritage of the servants of the Lord [those in whom the ideal Servant of the Lord is reproduced]; this is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me [this is that which I impart to them as their justification], says the Lord.
Then soon after, I had a shiver down my spine. I knew that meant satan was here. I prayed. The Lord said stay still, so I did. I felt tingling from the top of my head. He was trying to do something to me. The Lord told me to say, I belong to Jesus. I did. Then I said, no weapon formed against me shall prosper. Then I covered my self with my blanket. They can’t get in the blanket, seems like they need to touch your skin to mess with your head while u sleep. They can’t see you while covered. Psalms 91
I prayed for my wife. I asked The Lord to put the blood of Jesus on her. So he could not use her again to move the blanket while I slept. Looks like that woman from the church hitched a ride on her, when she talked to her at church. After that satan came back in. That woman tried to move my wife again; she must be in a cult or something. She jumped a little but she could not move her. I saw another shadow through the blanket it was sitting on me. I felt a light brush over blanket, and another one outside of the door making a walking on wooden floor sound. It was kind of funny because I live in a basement apartment with no stairs. I was kind of scared. The Lord said, worry not.
It went on for like twenty minutes he was going in then going out of my room, trying to scare me. Then The Lord said to say, “Have you come to go to hell before your time”. I did. He fled. It was awesome. satan just got punked!

Friday I started fasting getting ready for Sunday service. That night I got woken up around three am. I saw a huge light shining on me. I felt like there was weight put on my body. Then it dawned on me, it is Gods armor! Then The Lord said, go to your kids room. I got up and walked down hall to their room. I even walked like I was wearing it I felt super powered. I open the door, then saw a black shadow over the head of my youngest son. It was doing something to his head. I walked over to it. Then I said I plead the blood of Jesus, and made a casting motion over him, then all my kids. Then the shadow vanished. I went back to sleep.

Saturday I went to the church with my two oldest kids to clean it for them. When I opened door the pastor, bus guy, a thirteen year old boy, and another guy stood all around me in a half circle as I walked in.. I said, Peace to this house in the name of Jesus Christ. Then I went down stairs to start cleaning. The pastor and the bus driver stayed on top of the stairs. Other guys came down to chat while I was cleaning. The bus driver came down, then I told him to kick that demon out. The boy said, that’s what he’s trying to do. I said put your armor on. He said, I just want to die and go to heaven; so I don’t have to go through this. Then the pastor and bus guy went somewhere. The pastor came back by himself. I looked at him from across the church. I felt a pain in my midsection, just like before when he was mad at me, or wanted to hurt me. Then I yelled, wow I can feel you’re mad all the way from here. Then it went away.

That night I was sitting down on my bed after praying. The Lord said, to me, let him go. Then I seen it looked like satan coming out the bottom of my foot, because it looked like an angel. He’s been there since Friday night! .He didn’t mess with me for a while after that. I thanked Jesus for saving my son. The Lord said, he’s going to be a king .I still don’t know what that means yet.

It seems everyone that is Luke-warm at this time, has been or is controlled by demons. Gross darkness has begun. It seems like the demons use cult like abilities.They use the left hand to curse and use demons to control people. They like to move in three’s. Every church I have gone to since dec.23/07 is full of them. Bless people before they touch you. I use right hand to bless and remove demons off people. (Casting motion) say I plea the blood of Jesus. Above all spend a lot of time with Jesus He will guide you through this dark time. In order for the church to be strong you need a stronger enemy. The church needs to get closer to Jesus to over come. Once the church gets there; let’s just say watch The Holy Spirit kicks some demon butt

Bible: Proverbs 6:12A worthless person, a wicked man, is he who goes about with a perverse (contrary, wayward) mouth. 13He winks with his eyes, he speaks by shuffling or tapping with his feet, he makes signs [to mislead and deceive] and teaches with his fingers.14Willful and contrary in his heart, he devises trouble, vexation, and evil continually; he lets loose discord and sows it.15Therefore upon him shall the crushing weight of calamity come suddenly; suddenly shall he be broken, and that without remedy.16These six things the Lord hates, indeed, seven are an abomination to Him:17A proud look [the spirit that makes one overestimate himself and underestimate others], a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,.18A heart that manufactures wicked thoughts and plans, feet that are swift in running to evil,19A false witness who breathes out lies [even under oath], and he who sows discord among his brethren.
20My son, keep your father’s [God-given] commandment and forsake not the law of [God] your mother [taught you]. 21) Bind them continually upon your heart and tie them about your neck..22When you go, they [the words of your parents’ God] shall lead you; when you sleep, they shall keep you; and when you waken, they shall talk with you. 23For the commandment is a lamp, and the whole teaching [of the law] is light, and reproofs of discipline are the way of life,.
People In bondage to demons and or choose to follow them, do the things The Lord hates, and that is an abomination to Him to create demons.

Sunday
This is when The Lord opened my eyes to see what was going on.
That morning I went to church, I notice the presence of God was strong.
As I sat down the look on the peoples faces around me, they looked in great peace.
My wife said to me, look there’s a man staring at you. Then I turned around to look. He looked like he was in a trance. I said; kick it out knowing it must be a demon.
He said, ya I know. As if it was a normal thing. My wife said, doesn’t he thinks that’s weird that you said that? I told her the demons know what’s going on, and the people that are in bondage know what’s going on. This is when The Lord started to show us what was going on. The service began to start; I noticed the man with the beat red face that would never look at me, that I wrote about him earlier. He sat on the opposite side of me. He was doing some kind of hand sign; he made a triangle with his hands. Then I noticed the bus driver stood in a corner behind me. The thirteen year old boy lined up with bus driver in opposite corner, and a man in another corner, making a triangle around me. I would see the bus guys behind me in past services I didn’t think much of it. The Lord is showing me what they are doing. Since The Lord kicked the devil off the pulpit The Holy spirit was preaching, looks like the devil has been fighting for his seat back, and the pastor didn’t like what the Holy Spirit was making him say. They where trying to block me, so people could not feel God’s presence around me. Bible Matthew: 10:32 Therefore, everyone who acknowledges Me before men and confesses Me [ out of a state of oneness with Me], I will also acknowledge him before My Father Who is in heaven and confess [that I am abiding in] him.

As the pastor was talking I could tell the devil was trying to take over. He would say, people don’t have God’s presence around them, and deny what people were feeling.
Then the Holy Spirit would gain control. It was a fight for his soul. The Holy Spirit seemed to shut the demons down. Then I noticed a little girl in front of me grab her forehead in pain. I knew she was getting attacked, remembering what happened to me in a dream when I was praying for a cult lady. I looked at the man with the beat red face. Then he put up his hands, making signs as he was saying, ok! ok ill stop. But he did it again, so then I looked at him with a mad face. He began to laugh hysterically, got up from his seat, slapped the back window, sat down at back of church, and started talking to something on the ground. My wife said: what is he doing and why doesn’t anyone notice, or think that’s weird? I looked around and everybody seems to be out of it. They all looked like they where in a trance. I said to my wife: see! I am not crazy. I thanked God for showing her too what was going on. It’s hard to tell someone about spiritual things when they are not spiritual yet. Bible 1 Corinthians2:15 But the spiritual man tries all things [he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things], yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one [he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him].

The man with the beat red face got up then went somewhere, so did the two other guys. I thought to myself, they must have given up. I started to listen to the pastor, about ten minutes into it, I seen a life size evil spirit of a Jewish looking priest with a prayer shawl over his head appear behind the pastor. Bible Revolatoin2:13I know where you live–a place where Satan sits enthroned. [Yet] you are clinging to and holding fast My name, and you did not deny My faith, even in the days of Antipas, My witness, My faithful one, who was killed (martyred) in your midst–where Satan dwells.14Nevertheless, I have a few things against you: you have some people there who are clinging to the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to set a trap and a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, [to entice them] to eat food that had been sacrificed to idols and to practice lewdness [giving themselves up to sexual vice].

Then the pastor started to slander spiritual television preachers, and denying God’s healing power. Bible2Timothy 3:5For [although] they hold a form of piety (true religion), they deny and reject and are strangers to the power of it [their conduct belies the genuineness of their profession]. Avoid [all] such people [turn away from them].

The Lord told me to shake the dust off your feet and leave. So I did. Bible Luke9:5 And wherever they do not receive and accept and welcome you, when you leave that town shake off [even] the dust from your feet, as a testimony against them.

Dec 23/08 After getting my three boys out of Sunday school. The Sunday school teacher insisted my son take a new bible, so he took it. I said to him, may God have mercy on there souls. Walking out of the church, I saw the bus driver looking at me, as if part of him was saying help. As I closed the door I began to weep. I got home, then got on my knees and cried to The Lord. We lost. I said. I thought we where winning, but at the end the pastor choose self. Make sure your goals are the same as The Lords goals. He let the devil right back in, and he brought friends. Bible Matthew 12,43 But when the unclean spirit has gone out of a man, it roams through dry [arid] places in search of rest, but it does not find any.44Then it says, I will go back to my house from which I came out. And when it arrives, it finds the place unoccupied, swept, put in order, and decorated.45Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and make their home there. And the last condition of that man becomes worse than the first. So also shall it be with this wicked generation.
The Lord showed me how the church keeps him out, Bible Revelation 2,4 But I have this [one charge to make] against you: that you have left (abandoned) the love that you had at first [you have deserted Me, your first love
Some churches rather religion then relationship, and rather make orders then take them. Jesus is the head, the church is the body. Bible Matthew 23.13 But woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, pretenders (hypocrites)! For you shut the kingdom of heaven in men’s faces; for you neither enter yourselves, nor do you allow those who are about to go in to do so.

Christmas
I didn’t have a church to go to for Christmas Eve. So I asked The Lord where to go. He told me go to the owner of the soup kitchen church. So I did. The Holy Spirit presence was very strong in that church. I had seen a lot of smoke coming from everyone. There was a lady right in front of me with no smoke, so I started to pray for her. Then she began to sing with no music uncontrollably then the demon came out. Then smoke began to come from her. Her kids noticed but that’s it. I would here people in the church say, they felt the presence of God here .As soon as the music started, and the church began to sing His presence got stronger and filled the church. I was singing then I felt my forehead hurt, I felt pain around my head and pains in my chest. I knew someone was attacking me. So I looked to see where it was coming from. The lead guitar player started to stare at me. I looked at him then he would look away. As soon as I look down at the words to sing, he would stare again. I prayed for him, and then I said to myself, I will ignore him. So I did. About four minutes later I felt the presents of God fade away, and so did the church. The guitar guy began to smile. Then he looked somewhere else and smiled.
I asked the Lord, what I should do. The Lord said, pray for there souls. I Prayed, Father in Jesus name, rebuke the demons in this place, and show them your power .I herd two small screams come from behind us. They where using the triangle pattern around me.
The Lord shut them down, then Gods presence came back. The Lord blessed the church. When the Pastor was preaching I felt joy in my soul. Then it went to the pastor, so much so he nearly fell of his chair. Bible John17,20Neither for these alone do I pray [it is not for their sake only that I make this request], but also for all those who will ever come to believe in (trust in, cling to, rely on) Me through their word and teaching, 21That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.
Walking out people looked at me strangely, not sure what they where thinking. I felt some emotions at the end; from a guy, he was very mad. I’m thinking a cult, but I am trying not to judge. Some don’t choose to be used by demons but are lukewarm.
There is no gray area anymore, you either belong to Jesus or you belong to the devil.
The Lord wants the church to pick a side. He is coming soon and He took away the fence.
Bible Revelation 3, 15 I know your [record of] works and what you are doing; you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were cold or hot! 16So, because you are lukewarm and neither cold nor hot, I will spew you out of My mouth! 17For you say, I am rich; I have prospered and grown wealthy, and I am in need of nothing; and you do not realize and understand that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked.

At home The Lord opened my spiritual eyes even more .I could see demons all around. One night The Lord told me to read psalms, so I stated to read it. The Holy Spirit would use the word to direct my life. When I had a problem The Holy Spirit would use what ever I’m reading or watching, or even when I talk to someone. I would ask The Lord to bridle my tongue before I talked. I would learn from talking to someone! God was talking through me. Bible James1:26 If anyone thinks himself to be religious (piously observant of the external duties of his faith) and does not bridle his tongue but deludes his own heart, this person’s religious service is worthless (futile, barren).

Boy it was weird at first, learning from when you talk to people. One time I said a few words in bible study. I said to the old Baptist church I was going to. That I forgave them for how they where treating me. I said to them, I learned how to love those who don’t like me. That’s why where here, to produce fruits of the spirit.I said to my self, that’s not true, are we not we here to spread the gospel. After alone time with The Lord sometimes I would ask him what Book I should read in the Bible. He said read James chapter three. Bible James.3:18 And the harvest of righteousness (of conformity to God’s will in thought and deed) is [the fruit of the seed] sown in peace by those who work for and make peace [in themselves and in others, that peace which means concord, agreement, and harmony between individuals, with undisturbed ness, in a peaceful mind free from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts].

Then I said to the Lord. Oh… I didn’t know that, cool! The Holy Spirit is talking through me. I was watching a church show. Not to long after. I here the pastor say. Bible Isaiah40:28Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.

Men don’t think like God
Later on I was being plagued with little demons; I would see them, and then rebuke them in the name of Jesus. They would go, and then others would come back. I would try to go to sleep then I would have hellish dreams and visions. I asked God why this was happening. The Lord lead me to Bible Psalms 55:22Cast your burden on the Lord [releasing the weight of it] and He will sustain you; He will never allow the [consistently] righteous to be moved (made to slip, fall, or fail)23 But You, O God, will bring down the wicked into the pit of destruction; men of blood and treachery shall not live out half their days. But I will trust in, lean on, and confidently rely on You.
I was doing too much. I was casting out demons all the time. I was doing things on my own. As soon as I seen one flying around, I would kick it out In the name of Jesus. Then more and more would come. The Holy Spirit was telling me, its The Lords burden not mine, and if I am going to rebuke every demon I see. Here’s more.
I also learned, If you don’t listen you will feel. Bible Proverbs 3:11 My son, do not despise or shrink from the chastening of the Lord [His correction by punishment or by subjection to suffering or trial]; neither be weary of or impatient about or loathe or abhor His reproof, 12 For whom the Lord loves He corrects, even as a Father corrects the son in whom he delights.
The Lord told me his yoke is easy and his burden is light. So I began to let go and let God. After alone time with the Lord, I saw a demon come in the window. I didn’t do anything. Then I seen an angel fly across the room, and destroyed it. I was making my angels very bored apparently. After I began to let go and let God, things got much better. That night The Lord told me not to rebuke anything, to let him take care of it. I said ok. In the middle of the night, I felt something crawling up my leg, and it was under my skin. I knew it was some kind of trust test. It crawled up around my mid section. Then it flopped around taunting me. I could tell The Lord was controlling it. It felt gross but it went away. I said to myself. That was kind of easy. The Lord is introducing a new sense of touch. He is allowing me to feel things in, and done to my body spiritually. The next night I was praying and interceding before bed. I got off my knees and sat on the bed. I put my blanket over my head to block out all the light, and talked to the Lord. Bible Matthew 6:6 But when you pray, go into your [most] private room, and, closing the door, pray to your Father, Who is in secret; and your Father, Who sees in secret, will reward you in the open.
When I closed my eyes, I began to see images at a very fast rate, so fast I could not make out what they where. The only thing I could see clearly was, the sun going dark, near the end of this vision. Then I fell asleep. I awoke with my soon to be wife’s hands doings something to my head. I felt two things moving around in my head! I fell to the ground in a daze. Then I felt one of the things in my head move around my head like a head band. The other stretched down my left side by my heart. I crawled back on my bed and covered my body with the blanket.
The next morning I prayed for wisdom and revelation. That day I was watching church on television .A pastor was prophesizing that there is someone out there that had bunch of visions, and it was God aligning my life to what’s going to happen.
At this point I was scared to sleep in the same bed as my fiancé .I called a prayer line that day for someone to pray for me. I told them, the devil was using my wife to attack me. I started telling her what happened, not sure if she believed me, but The Lord used her to help me anyway. She said because your living with someone not being married .I said oh, ya… I remember The Lord telling me to do something about that. I got engaged when he told me that the first time, a few months ago. So I told my fiancé what I had learned. That night we repented to The Lord for our sins. I began to sleep in another room. I prayed for grace and mercy, The Lord said I had a month, to get married.
The Messenger While sleeping I saw two faces of demons, a lady then a man. I woke up feeling some thing in my mid section. I asked The Lord what was happening. The Lord said not to worry it’s his plan, to keep me humble, as like Paul with the thorn in his side. Bible: 2Corinthians12:7And to keep me from being puffed up and too much elated by the exceeding greatness (preeminence) of these revelations, there was given me a thorn (a splinter) in the flesh, a messenger of Satan, to rack and buffet and harass me, to keep me from being excessively exalted. [Job. 2:6.]
I was not able to feel people’s emotions anymore, unless God wanted me to. Now it feels like there is a wall between me and that Gift of the Holy Spirit.
I found out two months ago that my kid’s grandfather’s mother was Jewish. Making my kids Jewish. Their grandfather would hide the fact he was Jewish. He escaped Germany as a small child. The Lord told me I am his messenger in Malachi. But I didn’t understand about some parts, The Lord told me to read it again. Bible Malachi3:1 BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Lord [the Messiah], Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Lord of hosts. 2 But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap;3 He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Lord offerings in righteousness.
My sons are Levites. It made sense why the enemy went after my kids all the time. God is training them too. The Lord told me I am a descendant of the Ethiopian eunuchs going back to Hegai. Bible Eshter 2:3 And let the king appoint officers in all the provinces of his kingdom to gather all the beautiful young virgins to the capital in Shushan, to the harem under the custody of Hegai, the king’s eunuch, who is in charge of the women; and let their things for purification be given them.
The Lord told me he wants me to go to many churches. To be a witness to what he is doing to the church. So I asked to go to a Pentecostal church I’ve drove past. He said yes. I was happy. I hear they know how to praise The Lord, I said to myself. I went to the church with my family. There was lady greeting people at the door. As I went by her The Lord allowed me to feel a nervous feeling coming from her. She looked very worried. She went to get someone, and then she let us in. I thought to myself, oh-oh what’s going on here. I walked in; as I walked past people they would feel the presence of God. Most smiled. As the worship started, and the church began to sing, the presence of God magnified in the church. At the end of church, I went to shake the pastor’s hand. I had to wait till he was finishing praying for healing for a man. He got a small bottle with oil I presume. Put it on his forehead. Then he looked back at me, as I got close to him he felt God presence. But he didn’t look happy. I shook his hand, and asked him if he could marry us. The Lord allowed me to feel an unsettled feeling coming from him. I thought to myself, that he thought the presence of The Holy Spirit coming from me was a trick. But I liked the church, so I asked The Lord if I can go to there for Sunday night’s services, and go to other churches Sunday mornings. He said yes
Next Sunday morning I went to a united church. I only noticed one lady with a demon. I went to shake her hand. As I made eye contact with her, then the demon came out of her. The Lord also strengthened the pastor. They asked if I could come back. I told them, I can not The Lord has me going to different churches; The Lord is edifying the church. I felt fear come from him, and then we left.
Sunday night I went back to the Pentecostal church. We worshiped The Lord in singing. It was great! The lady greater gave me a bad look. At the end we went to the stage to shake the pastor’s hand before we left. Then an older lady came from the front of the church to say hi to us. I noticed she had no smoke coming from her. Devon my youngest son, his head started to hurt. The old lady said let me pray from him. She touched him on the top of his head and prayed some words. As we where driving home I felt a sharp pain behind my left ear. I turned and looked back Devon was staring blankly at me, and his eyes looked black as coal. As I looked at him the demon left him.
The next week I went to the soup kitchen to serve the poor. A lot of demons hang out there. Again The Lord kicked out the demons. They would attack me; I would feel pain behind my left ear, and pain that went down to my heart. Later I would find out what they where trying to do. I saw the man with the bent back, which Jesus healed. He didn’t recognize me. Nobody that witnessed The Holy Spirit that day remembered a thing. The presence of God convicted people around me. I overheard people talking saying, I thought that guy was a fake. Looks like the devil was busy stealing seeds The Lord sowed. BibleMatthew13:19While anyone is hearing the Word of the kingdom and does not grasp and comprehend it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in his heart. This is what was sown along the roadside. 20As for what was sown on thin (rocky) soil, this is he who hears the Word and at once welcomes and accepts it with joy; 21Yet it has no real root in him, but is temporary (inconstant, lasts but a little while); and when affliction or trouble or persecution comes on account of the Word, at once he is caused to stumble [he is repelled and begins to distrust and desert Him Whom he ought to trust and obey] and he falls away. 22As for what was sown among thorns, this is he who hears the Word, but the cares of the world and the pleasure and delight and glamour and deceitfulness of riches choke and suffocate the Word, and it yields no fruit. 23As for what was sown on good soil, this is he who hears the Word and grasps and comprehends it; he indeed bears fruit and yields in one case a hundred times as much as was sown, in another sixty times as much, and in another thirty.
Also that week in the daytime, we went to the Pentecostal church to meet the pastor, for a premarital interview. As going the greeter lady, the secretary looked troubled at my presents. She smiled at my wife but wouldn’t look at me. As I took my jacket off the pastor stood close to me. He examined me as if I was hiding a Holy Spirit presence generator. While talking, the pastor’s daughter came in. She said she was grabbing her bothers jacket then left. During the meeting his daughter came back with my jacket saying, oh I grab the wrong jacket. I thought to my self, ya right. As we where leaving I put my hands in my jacket to put my gloves on, they where missing too. We found them with the greeter lady. The pastor began to show us where to walk and stand for the wedding. As we where leaving the sanctuary, I felt a pain on the right side of my belly. I thought to myself, that’s the angle side, is an angel here? The pastor looked up behind me and trembled. I looked back to see what he was looking at. I saw a faint light. I thought to myself, cool The Lord is showing him I’m not a fake. He said nothing about it, and then we left.
Every night before bed, my family would do alone time with The Lord. We would put gospel music on and sing and dance believing The Lord was with us, because he was. Sometime while singing and dancing with the lights off, I would see smoke everywhere. It was so thick we could barely see. My kids saw the smoke also. My youngest son said he saw tylor, my ten year old son’s skull through his skin. He said it was like blue light. When my eyes where closed I could see spiritually what was in front of me! At first I could just see black and white. I saw my family as white shadows of themselves, with not much detail. My youngest son Devon, seven years old, can see a lot better spiritually than me, and in color. He seems to know a lot about the spirit world also. BibleAct2:17 And it shall come to pass in the last days, God declares, that I will pour out of My Spirit upon all mankind, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy [ telling forth the divine counsels] and your young men shall see visions ( divinely granted appearances), and your old men shall dream [ divinely suggested] dreams.
The Lord told me to read my sons Leviticus. So I would read it to them sometimes after alone time. After the kids went to bed, The Lord told me he wanted to fix me up. So I sat up on the couch. I seen a flash of light come from my right side, then I felt something small moving in my veins in my neck. I felt The Lord take demons from my Adams apple and made them unseal other veins in my body. As one area in my veins was unsealed, it would revile another demon. Then that demon would be put aside, and another demon would unseal another area. Jesus and his angels would torture the demons until they opened the seal. Some tried to run as my veins started to open, I felt the blood of Jesus flow through my veins. For hours The Lord was torturing demons. The Lord referred it as getting rid of the roaches. It was funny. After sitting for a long time, I asked The Lord if I could go to bed. There was a war going on in my body and He was not done. He said yes. So I got up to turn off the lights. As I got up, black things on the ground flew up away from me, and even black stuff on the walls moved away from me. I also smelled soap coming from me. It was an amazing sight! I went to bed as The Lord worked on me through the night. Bible Malachi2 But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap
The next night The Lord began to work on me again. The veins in my brain seemed to be unsealed for the time. The Lord started to work on my neck down. He began to do something to my belly. I thought Jesus was taking of some UN wanted pounds, I found out latter; he was making it so demons can’t escape through my belly. He tied string around my Adams apple and moved it up out of the way, so he can get rid of the demons he put aside to the right of where my Adams apple was. The Lord would force them go from my neck, down the middle of my chest. All the way down to my belly. They would tremble and try to run. As they got down to my belly, they would pause for a few seconds. Like if they would say something to Jesus. The Lord would smite them. The demons ran around in pain, and then were sent to the bottomless pit. The last few demons seemed to be the biggest. The Lord also repaired a huge spiritual puncher hole in my back. Allot of cult members would shake your hand with there right hand and pat u on your back with there left. I used to think wow this guys is being very nice, The Lord showed me there where cursing me. They where putting demons on my back that work there way to my veins to try to clog them, cutting me, and cutting peaces off me spiritually. The Lord was keeping me alive. Even before knew I was being attacked.. Now I bless them before anyone touches me. Bible Luke6:28Invoke blessings upon and pray for the happiness of those who curse you, implore God’s blessing (favor) upon those who abuse you [who revile, reproach, disparage, and high-handedly misuse you].
Demons and cult members try to clog our veins with demon blood (liquid sin).You can’t be cold or lukewarm for Jesus; you need the blood of Jesus to be over flowing. Often washing your self with his word, praise, and just spending time with him. Bible Revelation7:14I replied, Sir, you know. And he said to me, These are they who have come out of the great tribulation (persecution), and have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
Or you’re used by the enemy. Like it or not. You turn into a virus spreading demons or sin everywhere you go. Then the cult members veins are full of demon blood, that’s how the control the demons and even cold saints. The cult has abilities from the demons they possess. Some are religious spirits that look like white spirits and pretend to be good. Fooling the church by moving there body or making them feel pins and needles. Bible Matthew24:24For false Christs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect (God’s chosen ones).
I began to see better spiritually, with my eyes closed. When I looked at a person with my eyes closed. I could see there spirit. If there where Christen they would look like a white shadow of a man. If they where not saved they would be a black shadow. Bible John8:12Once more Jesus addressed the crowd. He said, I am the Light of the world. He who follows Me will not be walking in the dark, but will have the Light which is Life
At the place to serve the poor food, the spirit of balaam has run ramped there. The crow. Bible 2Peter2:14They have eyes full of harlotry, insatiable for sin. They beguile and bait and lure away unstable souls. Their hearts are trained in covetousness (lust, greed), [they are] children of a curse [exposed to cursing]!15Forsaking the straight road they have gone astray; they have followed the way of Balaam [the son] of Beor, who loved the reward of wickedness.
The demons and a cult feed the poor food offered to idols. Then full them full of demons to spread it self. Bible Matthew6:3But when you give to charity, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing,
When I went there The Lord would help the people there, and trained me. The demons would attack me all day wile there. I would close my eyes and see them hiding behind white spirits in a person. We are made up with many layers. People possessed with demons have black shadows in front of there white layers. The cult, and possessed people move around demons in your layers by spreading there fingers, and putting there hands together inter locked into one fist. They also spread there demons and hide behind white spirits and make your use your left hand to talk and curse people with out you knowing, They do that to pastors a lot. They also make you rub you

I was out walking the other day and happened to come across a group of “JWs” I decided to follow these getting ever more angry until atempting to calm down by sitting on a wall. They proceeded to walk past, two of these people i new, Higgins is there last name, mother and daughter (not important) 1 of them however atempted to talk to me, this pushed me over the edge and i believe i’m still falling. I proceded to call them all bastarding cunts and proclaimed i was the anti-christ. Later in my walk i met them again and though i better apologize for my anger (i have emotional problems) we then proceeded to have good old convasation about religion. Here’s sumthing u mite not know, parts of the bible are missing, this parts were destroyed in order to make scare people in the dark agers and keep giving money to the church making the rich richer and the pour pourer. But yeah after a while i felt almost friendly with these people and so off i trotted home. When i got home however i realised how back stabbingly maipulating JWs are and wrong the whole religion is wrong. In my veiw when the good people of this earth go to heaven(if they go to heaven) the JWs will be left behind hung from trees with slits in the wrists allowing the blood to drain out.

Another thing, not sure about this but isnt noahs ark technically genocide?????

Anyhow
Luvs
xxxxx

HEALING THE MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT.
THERE IS ANOTHER WAY
BY ROY MULHOLLAND
Hello, I have counted Witnesses as amongst the nicest people I have ever met with good hearts. What happens when their hearts get broken, particularly those who have gone through the trauma of leaving the Society as a matter of principle and when everything that they ever knew has been turned on it’s head? This letter is about healing; healing the mind, body and spirit.
There’s a lot of information out there that can re-inform us about the Society, but that’s not my purpose.
I was born in 1952 and brought up as Jehovah’s Witness. I pioneered for 9 years and even served ‘where the need was great’ in Italy. I didn’t leave the Society on a doctrinal matter. I left about 25 years ago in bewilderment at the Society’s inability to deal with a critical situation. Since then I studied the natural therapies for 9 years. I became a Naturopath, Herbalist and Iridologist, Osteopath, Shiatsu and Chi Kung (Chinese health system) teacher. I travelled and worked as a consultant at some of the top international spas and clinics in the world and lived in 12 countries. When I was in Ireland the Sunday Independent called me Ireland’s answer to the Barefoot Doctor. It was quite a journey.
Despite all this I felt that something wasn’t right. It was as if I had a resister, a cruel and pernicious opposer that sabotaged my deepest aspirations, and no matter what I did I just couldn’t get to the bottom of it. Two years ago I went into a coma and contracted M.E. I had finally ground to a halt.
The founder of the Jesuit Order Ignatius of Loyola cynically stated
‘Give me a child until he is seven and I will give you the man.’
What I discovered was that the belief system inculcated at countless meetings and assemblies had established themselves at the very root of my subconscious thinking and that they had kept running like a ‘sleeper’ computer programme. As you can tell from my experience it’s not only a matter of re-education but a conscious rooting-out/deleting and reprogramming of our internal conditioning. It really doesn’t matter if our conditioning was profound or light this still has to be done. If we want to reclaim or recover our full self as a healthy conscious and spiritual person then the internal re-programming must be done. It’s not a case of putting ourselves through yet another belief system or arguing doctrinal rhetoric, it’s about liberating our hearts and minds through our own conscious will of our sub conscious programming.
The greatest handicap that JW’s have, as I see it, is that they believe that they have the truth and consequently stop looking for it. They substitute a direct personal relationship with God with a misplaced loyalty to an imperfect human organization. This leads them to giving away their power to those who claim to speak for God; the ‘slave’ becomes the master and worse the Dictator. In this way the seeds of self-destruction are sown and, horror of horrors the ‘slave’ interject themselves like priests between the soul and God emulating all the depravities and excesses of the religions that they have castigated for so long.
Unfortunately the lost and bewildered refugees from this spiritual tyranny often seek solace in surrogate ‘mother organizations’ and in yet more religions.
There is another way!
I believe that ex JW’s must reclaim their own power and direct connection with the Divine. It needs begin by deleting old JW programming, for example;
as to where else one might go outside of the Society, and rebuilding confidence and intuition in the Sacred and their own spiritual path.
I would like to share with you what I have learnt from personal experience and from 25 years as a professional therapist. Also I can share with you, if you wish, some of the most wonderful, enlightening things that as a Witness you would never have been exposed to.
Naturally I offer consultations in regards to the therapies also:
Life coach, nutrition, herbs, back, neck and shoulders problems too.
I also offer private consultations and workshops based on healing the mind, body and spirit of those who have suffered such traumas. I’m based in Brighton, England.
In a spirit of love and compassion,
Roy Mulholland
RoyShiatsuDo@Yahoo.com Tel 079 581 422 86

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